The Mistress's 1st Maknae.

13 The morning after.

Once he falls asleep, you gather your belongings and make your way home. You left him on the sofa, you got carried away while sucking that cock. Even now you can still picture it, feel it, and taste it.

It's 3am, and there's been a few text messages and missed calls.
Shit. Iseul went out with her team after work. Apparently, she has been sleeping at the table for over an hour. You call a taxi and head to where her team are.

"Cha, Iseul, what am I going to do with you!" She can't hear you. She's too wasted. Her team mate helps you get her into the car. The driver makes it clear that if she throws up , you will be the one cleaning it.
She sleeps with her head on the window, mouth wide and murmuring to herself.

She's going to feel it in the morning. The 30-minute car journey and power nap have helped Iseul. She's able to exit the car in an upright manner, and she even thanks the driver. Once inside, she only makes it to the bathroom. Putting a blanket over her, her phone on charge, and the volume turned up, you place it just out of reach and close the door.
While laying on your bed, your mind goes over your time with Jungkook. How did this become your life. Its not the direction you thought this hook up would take you. You don't know anything about being a dom. Maybe you should ask Theo for advice.

"Ya, if I ever go for drinks with my team, you need to come too, I get so worried I'm going to mess up and I over drink, then I mess up" your flatmate is holding on to the kitchen counter when she hears you enter the room. "I've got to go in to the office today and look at me" it's 6am, she's managed to change out of her suit from yesterday but the one she has chosen isn't buttoned or zipped and she has two odd shoes on. One is a navy blue stiletto and the other, a nude kitten heel.
She's splashing water on her face and looks like she's going to heave. "Don't move," you tell her. By the look of her hands, she's on a white knuckle ride and couldn't let go if she wanted to.
Under your breath, you laugh, finding her a better pair of shoes and helping her dress fully. You give her a vitamin smoothie. "OK, let's go," you encourage her. Surprisingly, when she lets go of the counter, she stands upright. You know this is a good sign. It's time to take the 20 min walk to the subway. She's quiet and seems embarrassed. This will fade by the time you guys get to the office.

"Where did you go after work?" She asks while smoothing her clothes. "You didn't come into the company after the outing with the rest of your team. Did you even get dinner, or did you go straight to bed?" she looks at you while still fixing herself. "I'm sorry if my team calling woke you up."

You dodge the questions by checking the train schedules and pretending you don't hear her. She delicate and you don't want to cause a scene.

In true Iseul fashion, she gets outside of the office building, puts on her heels, and transforms into the perfect employee. No one would know she was hungover, or even still drunk. She puts that professional mask on and it sticks. By lunchtime, she will be asking who wants to go out for a drink after work.

Today's work tasks include getting the next quarters sales projections. You won't be here for it, but it's part of your duties.
This takes your morning. At 11am you find some coffee and return to your desk. When you look outside, you see it's raining again. This makes you think of last night with JK, while he washed you in the shower. A smile creeps on to your face. 'Hajima' you scold yourself. Then you remember telling him 'Hajima'.

You didn't plan for your next session. Usually, after the fun, you make arrangements, but as things got a little out of order and then you had to rescue your friend, no plans were made. Do you want to carry this on? He needs a firm hand and your not all that sure its your hand and guidance he needs. He is definitely needing a friend and that's not what your looking for, but can you really just walk away when another human has asked for your help?

Telling yourself that you will take sometime to think about it over the week and make a decision by the weekend. You let out a 'huff' that blows your hair from your face.

No such luck. A private number calls.

"Hi, who is this?" You ask. You already have a suspicion of who it is. "Who are you looking for?"
"It's, me, Bugs, I'm looking for Lola." it makes you smile, it shouldn't but it does.
"Yeah, speaking." You lower your voice and walk towards the elevators. This way, no one can eavesdrop on your conversation.
"This isn't how we make arrangements. Your not meant to call me". You're annoyed and have taken on the dominant role, instantly, maybe you could be a Dom after all. But when he talks, there's something different.

"I was thinking we could go eat somewhere?" he proposes.

You are bewildered. "the code names are funny but we don't do friendships and hangouts. What's got into you? I thought you knew the score?" the thought is 'he must be drunk'.

He laughs, "the names are cute. We should go out to celebrate. I will come get you from work. Take you for a drive and you can choose were we eat." He's not listening.

Time to cut him off. "hear me, like really hear me. I'm not your friend. I don't even know if I can be your Nuna, you either need to give me time to figure that out, then we can sort something but right now your acting like a kid that wants a new toy and wont take no for an answer. Don't be a self-centred, petulant child.

He hears the part about being a child, it stings and enrages him, "all I want is to spend time with someone who wont judge me or try to baby me and this is the help I get when I reach out, i thought you were different. You really are kind of cruel. I don't think you really understand anything about feelings and that's why you don't want them". he hangs up and your left standing there. How did things get turned around so fast, why is it now your fault. This is why you don't want feelings right now. Having to take other peoples emotions and opinions into account that's boyfriend territory. Taking a minute you compose yourself. Maybe this was for the best. He's pissed at you know, so maybe he will take the hint.

You go back to work and your life, and make plans for meeting more people. Theo calls a few days later. He asks about the games your playing and how it worked out with the guy your were bossing. With a long audible sigh, "man! I made it clear, I only wanted fucks, no feelings and he said he was fine with that, but I don't think he really did. I'm taking time away from that.