is this what falling in love feels like?

part 25

            i lost myself in the love i had for you,
      and i don't think i'll ever find myself again

  disclaimer: i would just like to say that love is not always perfect and often blind, and sometimes it's tough and being in a long term relationship comes with its challenges. i just wanted to be real on here and not hide all the difficult parts that come with being in a serious committed relationship.
thats it! hope you all are doing well <3

you were my priceless little ray of sunshine
and you were all mine
forever, i believed
or at least that is what it seemed

i smile as you walk by
knowing everything you ever said was a lie

and i really can't do this anymore
but how could i ever give up after seeing the smile you wore?
you find peace in the fact that im always willing to change
because you dont know the damage it does to my brain

i want to keep on pleasing you, so i do it not caring about what it'd do to me
and try to be someone you want me to be