is this what falling in love feels like?

part 26

i want you to regret it
i want you to regret the way you treated me
and i want you to regret how you just left me be

i want to be the person you go to after a long day
the one whose consultation you seek when you're left in dismay
i want to be the one that makes you smile
i want to be the one for whom you go the extra mile
and the only one who seems worth while

i want to be loved loudly and endlessly
the one you crave relentlessly

i'm sick of it all
i'm sick of this huge wall
this wall between us which will never seems to go away
why is it my feelings with which you play?