Easier

Sorry, not sorry

We are cuddled on his bed with our clothes on It's been 2 hours since we arrived and have Been laying on the bed chatting.
"Do you feel my love for you?" Lerumo.
"Yes, I don't doubt my place in your life."
"Do we spend time enough time together?" Lerumo.
"Yes, love do you feel loved?"
"I do but sometimes I want us to be together all The time. I feel clingy and needy like today."Lerumo.
"You are not needy, you have a need to feel Safe and that is normal."
"Will you not feel crowded and unable to be Yourself outside of our relationship?" Lerumo.
"Stranger, I love spending time with you. I don't Really have friends. I will let you know when I Want to go out alone."
"I always feel like I don't love you enough."Lerumo.
"You are enough for me. We wouldn't be doing Tomorrow if I doubted anything."
"I love you." Lerumo.
"And I love you most."
"Come finish what you started in the car." Lerumo says getting on top of me kissing my Neck, he places my hands above my head and He gets between my legs.
I wrap my legs around his waist when his hand Moves to my breast, caressing them. That Sends wet signals to my blossom.
"Are you okay to do this?"I ask in between the Kiss.
"Shhhh, Don't ruin the moment." Lerumo pulls Down my shorts and thongs in one go and Positions himself on my entrance teasing me, He touches my entrance then pulls back, his Hand is back on mine, I can't push him in.
"Mjita please." I plead frustrated.
"What do you want my love?" Lerumo.
"You in me practicing for our honeymoon." I Wrap my legs around his waist as he teases me And he laughs pushing himself in.
It's been a few weeks since we got intimate and It takes a little while before I adjust to his size.
He strokes me gently and slowly as if wanting To savour the moment. I find my climax but he Continues to give gentle strokes. He starts increasing his pace then he releases
And remains inside. My blossom pulsates to Him and he kisses me. He gets off and I hear the water running. I get
Up from bed to close the curtains and switch on The lights.
"One day you will find the house full of people, This walking around naked of yours is Dangerous ." Lerumo says taking water out From the fridge.
"It's my husband's house what do they want?" He laughs and we walk to the bedroomTogether, we start bathing.
"I hope you know that I love you and not Because you are supportive but because I really Do love you." Lerumo.
"I know you do. And I love you more."
"You gave me a hard time though, remember How annoyed you were that I was your partner." Lerumo laughs.
"I was not annoyed by you, Sedi was sick the Week before and I had to take a loan to pay for The humidifier, I had money in the savings but had to wait 30 Days to access it. Kayise refused to give me
Money because I didn't attend her party. This is why I can't forgive her, like I called her Crying asking for help Sedi was put on oxygen, I Thought I was loosing her.
That day we met Kayise texted me gloating Saying that she had the money if I still needed it
Then I should come to her house and explain Why I suddenly needed her."
"I am sorry I didn't know, I thought you were the Mean sister."Lerumo.
"I am the cool sister, Otsi is the mean one."
"No, you are the loving sister, always bringing Everyone together. I need to take you back Before your parents notice you are gone." Lerumo.
"They already did, but we should go. Are you Going to be okay?"
"Only a few hours left. Besides I'm sleeping at Home to drive my uncles."
I change into a yellow short dress and sandals. I Take cans of juice for us. Lerumo tells me to Place them down then he gives me a bear hug.
"I love you." He whispers, he lets me go of me, I Kiss his hand and we walk out. He has the Drinks in his hand. I lock the house.
We arrive at my house just after 8:45pm. Lerumo waits for me to get into the yard then he Drivers home.
"Hey babe." I greet Karabo who is drinking Water.
"Don't touch my baby with those hands, who Knows what you have been touching." Karabo Smacks my hand from her belly.
I laugh walking into the lounge where I find Otsi And the others drinking and some dancing. Lungi starts laughing.
"Let's take pictures."
"Sies, you and who? We are going to sleep." Karabo.
"Askies bathong, my man needed me." I laugh.
"Go change and let's take pictures but I'm not Talking to you." Karabo.
"I'm sorry, I'll bake for you neh." I kissing her Check.
"Blueberry muffins, 48 of them." Karabo Shouts behind me.
Lungi walks with me to my bedroom, she starts Fixing my hair then she places a beaded tiara on My head. I add lashes and lightly apply make
Up.
"You look beautiful."Otsile says from the door.
"Thank you sesi."
"Everything is set we are just waiting for you." Otsile.
"Cherry yam, I am safe. Only 9 hours left and We will be together." Lerumo.
"I can't wait. Greet the fam."
"Your dad already asked about you, he has a Crush on you *laughing emoji."
"Put that phone away wena febelina."Karabo Snatches my phone as I respond to the text.
"Jealousy, Jea lousy." I start singing and we all Laugh.
"Whatever let's go." We get to the lounge and Start taking pictures. The camera is on the Tripod stand.
I take the pictures alone and some with my Sisters alone then the others. We get done
10minutes later.
"Refilwe, I was told you made the muffins we Ate earlier, please send me the recipe." Didintle.
"Aowa Didi, we are partying and wena you want Recipes? Girl tomorrow is still a day. Wena tell Us, what's that On your neck?"Dimpho.
"I don't use measurements. Honestly maybe You can come to the house Mags house next Week and I can show you?"
"Next week how? You will be ko your mother in Love. Akere they are banished." Lungi bursts Into a fit of laughter with Otsile.
"Thank you."Didintle.
"Hai, Lungi. I have 3 houses we can even go to Karabo's place. Since she wants cakes to save My electricity."
"Yes, my house please. Mama will borrow me Her pans." Karabo.

Lesedi.