frenemies | b.e.

f o u r

- b i l l i e -

Watching Amara be miserable at dinner last night was the highlight of my week.

I want her to be jealous.

I want her to hate me for it.

I want her to hate Skylar.

I want her to be pissed off.

And it's working.

I don't want her to be happy.

I know I sound evil for being like this, but I just want her to be miserable for some reason.

I also want her to see me be happy and resent me for it because I may or may not still be holding a grudge against her because she started dating a girl I liked in 8th grade...

It pissed me off, okay?

And that's not why I hate her, it started before that, we've just always hated each other.

And it's going to stay like that.

"Baby, what do you wanna do today? I'm bored."

Snapping me out of my thoughts, I look up at Skylar and give her a small smile. "Uhh.. I'm not sure." I say. She stands in front of where I'm sitting on my bed and I grab her hips, pulling her close to me. "C'mere, mama." I order.

I start kissing her, but there's a knock on my door. "Ugh, what?" I groan.

Finneas opens the door. "I'm going out, do you want anything on my way back?" He asks. "Where are you going?" I furrow my eyebrows.

"Umm, out.." He shrugs his shoulders. "Where?" I roll my eyes. "Just gonna go out with Claud and.. Amara." He replies.

"Bro, seriously? Why the fuck is she coming with you guys?" I ask. "You know Claudia and Mar are close. We're just getting something to eat and then probably shopping or some shit." Finneas says.

"Don't let her go." I say. "Billie, it's not a big deal. You might not like her, but I do. She's like a little sister to me." He sighs. "Oh, so I'm not?" I raise my brows.

"I'm gonna go now." He shakes his head and rolls his eyes. "Don't you dare, Finneas! I don't want you hanging out with her!" I huff.

He doesn't say anything, just shuts my door.

I sigh and lay back on my bed, no longer being in the mood for anything. I hate Amara.

"B, why do you even hate Amara so much anyways? She seems really sweet." Skylar asks me as she lays her head down next to mine.

"You don't know her like I do, Sky. She's- she's annoying and.. stupid, and just... I don't know. I just hate her alright?" I grumble.

"If she didn't no anything to you, then why do you hate her?" She questions. "You just don't understand it, baby." I shake my head. "Don't be friends with her, she's an ass."

"You won't give a reason why though." She chuckles. "Jesus, if you're so interested, why don't you go and date her?" I scoff.