frenemies | b.e.

s i x t e e n

- a m a r a -

I've been freaking out lately.

Do I like Billie? I don't know yet.

Everything is just happening so fast. I don't know what to think.

Last week, everything was normal.

I hate Billie, she hated me, and that was how it's always been.

So why do I feel this way about her. Why does she feels this way about me?

We're not supposed to be together.

We shouldn't.

I'm so scared of my feelings right now.

I don't know what's happening to me.

I never thought I'd ever like Billie.

Especially like.. like her.

I don't know what to do.

I grab my phone and go to her contact before texting her.

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iMessage

billie eilish

i need you

can you come over?

busy

with what?

with a girl

oh

yeah

later

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In real life

I feel so hurt.

Why though?

I thought it was me she liked.

I should've known better. She sleeps with everybody.

I really thought she liked me more than that though.

I can't believe this.

- b i l l i e -

"That was so good." April sighs.

"Yeah, great." I mumble.

"Baby, what's wrong?" She asks, putting her hand on my shoulder. I shrug her hand off and glare at her. "Don't call me that."

"You just fucked me and I can't call you 'baby?'" She scoffs. "Yeah, 'cause I fucking regret it. Don't call me or text me." I shake my head and get off her bed. I walk down the stairs quickly and get in my car.

I feel so gross.

I like Amara, so why would I just fuck another girl? I've talked to April twice.