frenemies | b.e.

t w e n t y - f o u r

- b i l l i e -

I'm thinking of asking Amara to be my girlfriend today.

I don't know how I'm gonna do it, but I just went her to be mine.

It's been two days since she told me she liked me and the last night we were sneaking around again during dinner.

"Amara, can you help me in the kitchen?" turned into making out, and "Amara, wanna go watch something in my room?" turned into a little more than making out..

But not sex.

She told me she's not ready to do that again because she feels like we rushed into it and I told her that it's okay.

I don't need to touch her to love her.

I mean, not that I love her yet or anything..

..But let's just say Amara won't be wearing low cut shirts for a little bit.

My phone goes off from a text and see it's Amara.

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iMessage

mari 💓

i miss you

will you come over i'm bored 😞

be over in 5 😋

YAY

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In real life

I get off my bed and grab my shoes. I put them on before walking downstairs. "I'm going to Mar's house!" I call out to my mom.

I walk out of the house and next door. I knock and the door quickly opens. Amara pulls me inside with a hug and she kisses me. "Hi." She grins.

"Hi, baby." I laugh at her excitement. "I missed you." Amara replies. "I missed you too." I agree.

She takes my hand and brings me upstairs to her room. "I have work in a little bit and I wanted to see you before that. I hope you don't mind."

"Not at all." I smile. Mar grins back at me as she kisses me once again. She's so happy and I love to see it. I know she's been really frustrated lately.

And I've been happy too. I'm clean again and doing better. I'm just really glad I don't need to stress over Amara anymore. She finally likes me back.

Amara lays her head on my chest and I wrap my arms around her. "Hey, Bil?"

"Mhm?"

"Thank you for not giving up on me."

"Of course." I smile softly and kiss her head. "I knew you'd figure it out eventually."

"I'm sorry for being a dick. I was just stressed out because of my feelings." She replies. "Don't be sorry." I say. "It's fine, baby." I assure her. She looks up at me with a small smile and kisses me.

I'm glad she feels okay now. I know everything was really hard on her.

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