Complete Pt. 1: A piece of light || Hyunlix

13: Dirty fairy

Hyunjins pov:

A couple of weeks has passed by since my studying session with Felix. It seemes like since that night at his house something between us has changed. Like an invisible tension between us had faded away.

I've recently learned that when Felix get's close with other person, he becomes more clingy, like a little puppy. I've seen how he gives back-hugs and massages to his friends often during breaks. Now he has also been more touchy with me recently. He puts his hand on mine when we're sitting in the library and leans his head to my shoulder after a long school day.

When he did that for the first couple of times, I found it a bit weird. But now I'm more used to his need of affection and it doesn't bother me anymore, at least when he doesn't do it while other people are watching.

I've thought about that night at his house. That's when Felix started to get more touchy with me. Was it because of that drawing I gave him? Or that poem?

'That poem was really gay tho...'

'But that's how I think about him!'

I mean, I'm not gay, obviously, but I wanted to let him know that I care about him. Felix has really been like a little piece of sun in my dark life. I just formed my thoughts into words without thinking, if it was gay or not. 

Since that night we've also had our chemistry-project-dates at least twice a week either at his place or in the library. Felix had requested me if we could spend more of our spare time to do the project. I had nothing against it. Our project-dates had given me a great reason to decline, when Wonyoung tried to ask me out on a date. I'll rather work on a school project with Felix than hang out with that bitch.

It was now late October, the 21st day to be excact, and the weather had started to get really cold. All the leaves had fallen of the trees and it had rained almost every day. It's actually kinda depressing.

A good thing was that Halloween was coming. Everybody in school was talking about Taehyung's upcoming Halloween party. Girls were all competing about, who's costume was the best to the party and obviously Taehyung couldn't stop harping on it.

"The party is already at Friday next week. It will be THE big thing of the year, as always." Taehyung said and we nodded. We were sitting in our table in the cafeteria. Taehyung had told us the day before that he has something important to tell us about the party.

"All of you are obviously coming to the party and as the hoster, I will be the one who decides, which of the other students will get an invite. And like every year, you'll spend the night after the party at my house. But because I'm a good friend, this time I'll let all of you invite one person of your choice to the party with you." he said.

We all looked at each other and there was some surprised and excited whispers.

"And the most important thing: remember to dress up in costumes. They have to draw attention. Remember, there will be girls!" he said and laughed as he stood up. He took his trashes and walked away.

I sighed. Of course there would be girls. Girls were the only thing that he had talked to me about for the last month. He still didn't listen to me and my opinions about this whole dating thing. He just kept talking about "the next steps" with Wonyoung.

All of us stood up and walked away from our table to our next classes. Changbin, Seungmin and I had biology so we walked to the biology class together.

"Who are you gonna ask to the party?" I asked them.

"Wooyoung. I don't care, what "mr. Double-Treat-Rich-And-Handsome-Kim-Taehyung" says about it, I just want to have fun with him." Changbin said with coinfident voice.