Complete Pt. 1: A piece of light || Hyunlix

18: Truth or Dare?

Felix's pov:

'No... why him... out of all people...'

Hyunjin's hands held my head between them. I didn't want to open my eyes. The reasonable side of me didn't want to see that heartbreaker right now, or maybe ever again. But the other side of me coming from deep down my heart wanted to throw myself into his arms and curl up to his warm embrace. I hated to think about it, but it was the truth. My mind might hate him, but I couldn't just turn my whole heart against him. 

I still loved him. My heart still loved him.

Also, if I didn't get any help now, my wound would be in even worse condition in a short time. I seperated my lips slowly and managed to whisper really quietly the words:

"Hyunjin... my arm..."

I heard him letting out a quick gasp. Then his hands let go of my head. I managed to open my eyes slightly. I saw him taking off his white jacket. He then started to tie it tightly around my bleeding arm. The bleeding started to end slowly. I tried to raise my head off the ground, but Hyunjin pressed my head back.

"No, you need to rest. You've lost so much blood." he said and pat my cheek gently with his hand.

"I should call my parents..." I whispered.

"I'll do it for you. You have to rest, Felix. Can you tell me the number of either one of them?" he said while taking his phone out of his pocket. 

He typed the number that I dictated to him with his other hand while the other one laid on my chest feeling my heartbeat. It hurt me from the inside, but I couldn't help but admire his carefulness. He made sure that I was alright for the whole time. He was a real gentleman...

'A STRAIGHT gentleman, who likes Wonyoung, remember?'

Hyunjin called to the number. After a short time my mom picked up.

"Mrs. Lee, it's me, Hyunjin. Felix is in really bad condition, he's bleeding like crazy! He needs to get to the hospital as soon as possible. No, I don't know what happened. I'll let you talk to him."

He gave me the phone and my mom started to bomb me with questions.

"FELIX?? WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT'S GOING ON??" her voice, that was shaking out of worry said from the phone.

"Mom... I don't feel like talking about it right now... I'm in bad condition. Can you just come and take me to the closest hospital, please?" I said with weak voice.

"Of course, darling. Just stay there, I'm coming in a minute!" her voice said. Then the call ended.

I gave Hyunjin phone back to him. He looked at me.

"Do you need anything? Water? Food? Maybe warmer clothing? I can go and get you anything." he asked me.

"No, I'm okay. Just stay here." I said without thinking no more.

Hyunjin nodded me. We stayed still on the ground for a while with the silence surrounding us like a curtain of fog. A moment went by and then Hyunjin broke the silence.

"Can you tell me what happened? Where did you get that from?" he asked and looked at my arm.

I was quiet for a moment. I remembered Taehyungs words. "I will fucking destroy you." I wanted to tell him everything, but I couldn't. I didn't want to get tortured by Taehyung no more after what he had done. Also my trust for the boy sitting next to me had already faded like smoke to the wind.

"Felix... what happened?" he repeated his question. I saw his worried face from the corner of my eye. I tried to avoid eye contact. I simply couldn't look him in the eyes.