Peridots pov:
This is so confusing, I never heard a gun shot, unless I did? I was zoned out. But it would have made me come back to reality. Wouldn't it?
I look over at lapis, and was completely shocked to see her holding tears back.
"Lapis? Are you okay?!-.."
She shot her head up towards me and back down quickly.
"Uhm. Yes." Her voice was shakey. Same with her body.
"Really? Because you don't look it."
We sit in silence for AT LEAST 5 minutes. She kept going to say something but immediately stopped herself.
"I killed her.." Tears started to fall from her eyes, and I almost fell off her desk-
"WHAT?!"
"I KILLED HER GOD DAM!" She shouts, immediately covering her mouth.
She killed her? She killed THE Jessica Jones?
More memories flooded my head- mostly memories of me getting bullied by her, but there was a few from when she tried to do a good gesture towards me.
"You killed Jessica? Why!!?"
I know why. But I wished to hear it from her mouth
"She was going to kill you herself -! Peridot trust me, she dont stop until she's done to much- you should remember that from school !"
She had a point. There was a few times I ended up in the hospital due to what she had done to me
But all the memories, even if they was bad, it hurts.
I mean, how does she feel? She dated her- yes it was a horrible relationship!! But it would still have the same effect on her as it does on me. Right?
"How do you feel about this ?.." I managed to get out. She looks at me, with a confused expression at first then it slowly changes to a melancholic expression.
"well-.." she starts. "I feel mad? And glad- and even a bit of sadness. I mean, don't get me wrong- she is a horrible person, but she didn't deserve to die. As much as I hate her, I didn't want to be the one with her blood on my hands. She was HORRIBLE to me- and I was to her!
but I got so used to her violence, I didn't want to kill her..because I'd miss her ?"
We sat in silence for about a minute while I tried to process what she just said.
"You didn't have to tell me.." I felt a tear creep it's way out of my eye. I took my visors off and wiped my eyes then put them back on.
I look at her and she looks emotionless.
"No, you wanted a reason and I provided it." She continues to look down for a few seconds then look up at me.
"Are you okay though?..What did it even start over?" She raised an eyebrow.
Now I'm in a little problem here, do I tell her that her toxic ex tried to tell me lies that she was a bad person and get me to try and break up with her? Or do I just say it was something stupid, like I bumped into her or something?!!
"Uhm..I bumped into her and knocked some stuff out her hands-" she's going to see right past that lie.
"Really? That's so petty of her to do that."
She gave me this look, it's the kinda look that makes me think 'SHES ON TO ME-' but if she saw past my lie she would have mentioned something.
She gets up and walks around the desk to me, I was confused at first but then she hugged me.
I hugged her back and we stay like this for a while, she then pulls out the hug and before I went to kiss her there was a knock on her door.
Probably her pearl?
"Come in the doors open-!"
She sits back down and I get off her desk.
The door opend and a tall lady walked in. She was wearing a dark yellow suit and had slim black glasses on.
"Hello lapis."
RAHH WHO MIGHT THIS BE?!??!?! :3
Characters belong to Rebecca suger
Original idea: BagofDoritos
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Enemies at Gun Point, Lovers At Heart. (Lapidot)
Fanfictionshe was what people would think was a normal smart ass nerd who would get taken the piss out of. but this 15 year old girls life was never what it seemed. and everything turned even more for the worst after one stressful day at school. what happened...
