Enemies at Gun Point, Lovers At Heart. (Lapidot)

what is this feeling?

Peridots pov:

I hug lapis, and she didn't move for a second. And then she snuggled into my hair. I felt my heartbeat get faster and my face heat up. And this feeling in my stomach that felt like a knot.

What is this feeling..? I haven't felt it before.

I pull out of the hug after 2 minutes of being in it and I cover my stomach.

"Uh..you hungry?" Lapis raised an eyebrow

Well I am hungery but this isn't a hunger pain.

"Uh kinda?.."

"You didn't sound to sure about that"

"I uh, yeah, yeah I am" Lapis puts her head in her hand and smiles at me.

"I'll get my pearl to get us food" she pulled out her phone and started to type a message to someone, most likely her pearl.

"Oh! Peridot just to let you know I have a gift for you" while she continues to type she pulled out a small box out from her desk and slids it over to me

"Really?" I take the box and open it slightly

It was a phone.

"It's not your phone, but it has pretty much every members number in it, excluding mine, all the members get their phone when they have been here for 5 weeks, but you know.. I pushed a few rules for you"

She winked at me

"Wow...thanks!!" All she dose Is smile at me. Her smile is so beautiful.

I feel privileged that I get to see it..

The feeling in my stomach is getting worse and I don't even know if it's something I should tell her about or keep my mouth shut.

"Hey uh, you never did tell me why you needed that drone" hopefully trying to think about something else would get rid of this unknown feeling?..

She sat up straight and put her phone down "ohhh!! Yeah I didn't need it.."

WHAT.? THE FUCK YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT NEED IT..

"HUH????!"

"Yellow diamond needed it, she asked if I could get one of my peridots to make it.." she trailed off as she looked to the side

"Dont you and yellow diamond the same role?" I watch her expression change a few times before she spoke

"Yeah but, it's just best to just listen to her, I get me and her have the same role but I don't exactly..fit in?"

"What do you mea-"

there was a knock on the door

"Who is it?!" Lapis didn't shout but she did raise her voice so the person behind the door could hear her.

"It's me my diamond.." the soft voice spoke. Still a mystery behind the door.

"Come in." The door opened and the same girl that first took me to lapis walked in, still with the same short blue fluffy hair and flowy dress.

She put the food on lapis' desk

"Thanks. Shut the door on your way out." Lapis' pearl obviously took this as a warning to leave so she walked out and shut the door gently behind her.

"I got you pancakes.." she looked at a mini clock on her desk then back at the food "I know it's 7 pm at night but, what's wrong with having pancakes at this time?" She smiled again.