Self-hatred

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"Grace is coming with them."

*Horrified looks from everyone in the room*

"Ayo WHAT?!"
"HOW?"
"WHY?"
"WHAT HAPPENED?" They all barged questions at him, one by one like siblings being loud.

"Did they make it up to her without us?" I.N asked.
"DAEBAK, DOES THAT MEAN THE FIRST THING I CAN DO IS HUG HER WHEN SHE GETS HERE?" Han asked excitedly.
"Wait dude my letter isn't ready yet WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE'S COMING TODAY?" Seungmin panicked with puppy eyes.

"SHUT UP FOR A SECOND!!" Changbin almost roared making everyone deaf and mute. Benefits of loud voice.

"She is on the same plane as them. By coincidence her flight was today too. Nothing happened yet you dumbheads."
He said. "Oh. Hyung don't you know how to start a conversation?" I.N inquired making a disappointed look. "Yeah that sounded like everything got sorted and we were back to our old selves." Han said.

It took all the patience in Changbin to not smack each one of them. "But Hyunjin got to know it before me. Wonder why he didn't tell us." His features saddened as he muttered softly, enough for others to hear him.

"Oh he's your bestfriend, isn't he? Why didn't he tell you?" Minho fumed, spreading fire.

"He really has changed since that day." Seungmin added. "Guys don't badmouth him like that. He's been so alone since you all decided to leave him dying."

"Well we're talking about you Changbin. Why didn't he tell you about it?" Minho said while raising his eyebrow.
"Maybe because he needed time?! He also just found out and must've been startled just like you all, he looks more stressed these days and you guys don't even care."

"Oh if you just wanna defend him on everything then don't yap in front of us. Because you just wanna cling onto the misconceptions that he really cares." Minho said standing up. The room heated up.

"I'll defend him till the day I die! It wasn't truly his fault you know, he was sixteen. Fucking sixteen." Changbin yelled, grabbing Minho's collar and pulling him towards him.
"That doesn't change the fact that he didn't even try to help!" Minho snapped back.

"Guys calm down!" Han shouted standing up, worried.

"That's it."

Changbin said as he threw the first punch and Minho leaped back a little.
"You little piece of shit." He got up wiping a smear of red off his lips ready to throw the next punch.

"What's going on?"

Speak of the devil.
Minho stopped his fist midway and looked at Hyunjin.

"Aww did our little Hyunjin finally decided to show up and tell us the news himself? What is it? Grace is coming back with the aussies? That's what you came to say?" Minho said with a mocking, sarcastic smile.

"How did you-"
"See he finally remembered to tell us, how sweet." Minho said mocking again.
Hyunjin just stood and listened.

"Hyung wash your mouth. At least he tried even after knowing the first thing you'd do is barge at him with blames." Changbin said in a lower tone, glaring at him. "Oh Changbin how long will you be blinded by his act? I'm sure he won't share it with you if he found out something else."

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