End of beginning?[Hwang Hyunjin]

Dream*_*

Btw I forgot to tell you about Grace
18 years old
Brother: Choi yeonjun(19 years old)
Completed high school
Hobbies: singing, dancing, reading novels, is a fashionista, learnt taekwondo, does gym.
Nature: sweet and loving, sometimes dramatic, Introvert but good at first impressions, dark aesthetic.

Just for reference of body and vibe.
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Grace's pov

I woke up annoyed, sweating as I tried to catch my breath and threw my alarm clock on the ground.

Stupid dream.
Why is this happening to me at this time? The time I've finally gained the courage to go back? The memories.
The merry ones...I vividly saw them. The one when me and them bunked our school and went out for movies and then got caught together.
One where we played a Family game
Dressed up as different characters, Felix as grandpa who did better tiktok dances than Charli D'maelio, Chan(the oldest) as the shinchan of the family who was foive since three whole years and much more.

When Hyunjin came and crawled into my room through the window in the midst of midnight when I told him I was singing and recording some song covers. We all had different styles and vibes. Han, changbin and Chan rapped, Hyunjin, Felix and lee know were the dancers while me, seungmin and I.N had the vocals.
Hyunjin particularly loved my singing, like I loved his dancing. We both were undoubtedly passionate about what we did. That night he came, he just sat down, all ears and listened to me sing, no need for talks when we conveyed our messages through songs. It wasn't awkward, wasn't weird just felt safe and peaceful. Then we played some slow music and he suggested that we dance. He was so stubborn I had to give in. This was the first time.

He put my hand on his shoulder while held the other and slowly sneaked his hand on my waist, staring softly into my eyes. Just like they dance in royal palaces. He guided me as we slowly swayed our bodies together with the rhythm and with the dim moonlight piercing through the room. Just like a movie scene. It was breathtaking. We slowly came closer and closer, our bodies touching, I could feel his nervousness, both of our adrenaline kicking in, heartbeat rising...expecting more to happ-

..

'Grace.'
'Get a grip of yourself.'
No way I remember it so clearly.
No no no.(naur naur naur;her Australian accent yk)

Don't. Don't think about them..don't get swayed by the sweet and astonishing moments. Not after what they did. It can be forgiven...but not forgotten.
In fact it's not even forgiven it was forgotten actually but now we're back at it again. Think about how long it took you to recover and how hard you tried to be where you are today. I have a new life now, I'm happy with where I am, with my efforts, and how strong I've become mentally and physically. I should cherish this life and not mess up. It's just a dream it shouldn't affect me in any way.

I heard the door knock as Yeonjun entered but stopped his track as soon as he saw me in the state- zoned out, messy hair, frowned eyebrows, clenched jaw and sitting up straight, staring blankly at the bedsheets. He slowly made his way on the bed, sat down facing me and lightly held my hands.
"Are you okay?" He asked with soft eyes and concerned look on his face.
"Huh?" I blurted out, immediately outta my thoughts. I didn't realise I had tears in my eyes until they fell on my lap.