𝑻𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 ~𝓙𝓸𝓱𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 𝓖𝓾𝓲𝓵𝓫𝓮𝓻𝓽 𝓧 𝓨/𝓷~

Silence

Y/N'S POV:

"Of course" Tara says as she rubs my back, I drift off to sleep.
(time skips to morning)

I wake up and i'm still in Tara's arms, it's probably early since Tara usually wakes up around 10:30. I check my phone and it's 8:49 am, no wonder it's quiet in here. My throat feels so dry, I decide to get a glass of water. I walk to the kitchen and grab a cup, as i'm pouring water into the cup I hear someone walk behind me. I turn around and see Johnnie next to me opening the fridge. The tension between us was weird. There was silence.

It wasn't comfortable or awkward silence. It was like you've been drained from everything and you're just sitting in a room full of silence. I want us to go back to talking, I don't want things to change between us. It's crazy how one kiss could fuck everything up. I
"Surprised you're awake." I say trying to start a conversation.
"Yeah" Johnnie responds. It looks like he wants to say something.
Before he can even try to say anything, I just speak up instead "Can we talk, please?" I say placing my glass of water down.
"Yeah" he says, he sits down at the table and I sit next to him.
"I don't want to say you were being a piece of shit but why were you mad? at me." I ask as I start fidgeting with my blohsh necklace. "Or if you are still mad at me." I say as I start biting my nails. "It just annoyed me how you guys acted so childish. Plus I don't even think i'm gonna talk to Colby again after whatever happened there." Johnnie said, I understand his side. I fucked things up for him and I regret it. I really do.

"I'm sorry if I ruined things but he genuinely pisses me off. He's mad at me, just because he's upset with me didn't mean he needed to start problems with you." I said. The room is back to being silent after I said that. After like 2 minutes of just sitting there, Johnnie broke the silence.

"I've noticed this happening before but i've never asked, what's going on between you and Colby?" He asks. I don't want to make Johnnie hate Colby even more. He probably won't even be surprised if I told him though. "Colby's just mad at me for not liking him back and he threatened me. That's just a quick summary" I say. I grab my phone and check the time, me and Johnnie have been talking to each other for about 15 minutes now, it's 10:04 am. I want to finish our conversation before Jake and Tara wake up because they might mess it up, no offense to them, I love them for always trying to make things better.

"I want to be shocked but i'm not. Colby's pulled shit like this before." Johnnie says. He's done this before? I don't even think i'm shocked he's done this before. I just nod my head to show Johnnie I was listening to him.

I hear footsteps coming into the kitchen, me and Johnnie turn our heads in sync and see Jake coming towards us. "Good morning ladies!" Jake says happily while he starts to make a coffee. I'm glad the "talk" ended before Jake came in, i'd feel bad for him if he walked in on that. It would be awkward for him. I think i'm cool with Johnnie now, I hope.

"I'm not a lady" Johnnie says as he gets up and walks towards Jake. This is my exit ticket to go with Tara. I get up and walk back to the living room to see Tara awake on her phone. She notices me and smiles "Morning sunshine" Tara says to me as she sits up, I sit next to her. "Did you have your chit-chat yet?" Tara asks
"Yea and it wasn't so bad. I think we're cool now, hopefully." I say. Tara looks happier now that I had the conversation with Johnnie.

"Well do you have any plans today? I don't wanna be bored" I say. I hate being bored, whenever i'm bored I always end up doing something bad to myself. I get lonely quickly and I fucking hate it. "Sorry girl, me and Jake are probably gonna film the whole day. Why don't you ask Johnnie?" Tara says. I think about it for a second.
"I would but I feel like it would be weird since we weren't on good terms for a bit." I explained.

"I'm sure he would say yes. Plus he barely does anything besides sleeping. Ever since you came, he's been more active." She says. I'm still thinking about it, I don't want to make things awkward since he was mad at me. We only had one real conversation since that happened. I don't even know if he's still mad at me. An idea pops into my head.

"I think i'll ask Jake if Johnnie's mad at me still. Jake is most likely asking him stuff about what happened." I say to Tara.
"That's not a bad idea y/n" She says in response.

Me and Tara start scrolling on our phones waiting for Jake to be alone so we can ask him. I love the way they help me and i'm grateful for that. Who knew I would find the bestest friends ever? I would have never expected this. Jake comes to the living room and scrolls on his phone. Me and Tara look each other for a second then look at Jake. He looks over at us raising an eyebrow.

"What? Is there something on my face?" He asks as he goes on the camera app and tries wiping his face. Me and Tara just laugh at him. "We have a question for you" Tara starts the conversation.

"Is Johnnie mad at me? Be brutally honest" I say.
"Give us details. Explanations!" Tara says.
"Okay Okay" Jake says putting his phone down. "He's literally not mad at you Y/n. He's mostly pissed at Colby. Well he might be a little but he said he mostly doesn't give a shit."
Jake explained to us. He MOSTLY doesn't care. Not fully. I have to make him FULLY not care.

"Y/n wanted to ask Johnnie to hang out today but she's to scared" Tara says. I give her a look, a look that means shush your mouth. "TARA" I say as I playfully push her. "Sorry!" She says.
"LIKE A DATE?!" Jake shouts. Johnnie definitely heard that. Where even is he?
"No no! It's just to hang out since I don't wanna be bored all day!" I say trying to convince Jake it's not a date.
"Well you better go ask him before he makes plans for himself." Jake says pointing to the kitchen, where Johnnie is at. Before I get up I take a deep breath. I've never asked a boy to hang out before. Well besides my ex. I'm not used to this, I usually ask Tara to tell people to hang out with us but this time it's me doing this.

I get up and walk over to Johnnie.

ENDS HERE:________________________________
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