Only You//Shawn Mendes

Chapter 30

*2 Weeks Later*

~ Kamryn ~

The past 2 weeks have been pretty good. I get frequent texts and calls from all the boys, including Shawn.

My dad texted me about a week and a half ago saying that he won't be coming back. He also said that he would be paying the rent for 'my' house until I'm old enough.

No complaining there.

I have no idea why or what he's doing but I don't care, I told Shawn and Sidney and they both said that it will be good for me not having to stress about my father, and I agree with them.

It's now around 6 o'clock and Sidney had just left, Lachlan was coming home tonight and her parents said they'd drive her to the airport to greet him.

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I hear my phone start ringing from the lounge room and I run over to get it, knowing that it's Shawn.

"Hello?" I ask chirpily, I hear a low chuckle.

"You sound a bit... eager" Shawn says through the phone, I let out a small chuckle.

"I miss you Shawn" I say frowning.

"I know babe, I miss you so much as well" He lets out a sigh.

"Are you okay?" I ask cautiously.

"Yeah, it's just, things are getting really busy on tour and I might not be able to call you as frequently until things settle down a bit" He says sadly. My frown deepens as I take in his words.

"Oh, uhm, that's okay. You're busy I get that" I say almost monotonously not wanting him to know how upset that sentence actually made me.

Sadly Shawn knows me too well and caught on straight away.

"Babe, I swear, I'll try and call you any free time I get okay, I have to go" He sighs.

"I love you, Kamryn" He says before hanging up.

I slump down onto the lounge one tear rolling down my cheek; I wipe it away with anger.

"Suck it up Kamryn, he didn't dump you, he's busy!" I mutter angrily to myself.

I take a deep breath before going to grab some ice cream.

I eat when I'm sad okay.

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It's been just over a week and I have received a total of 3 calls from Shawn.

I can't keep going on like this, I'm waiting for him to call me, I can't sleep at all and have my phone in my hand 24/7. It's not healthy.

I've decided that we need to call off our relationship until he's off tour.

I grab my phone taking a deep breath before dialling Shawn's number.

He picks up on the fifth ring.

"Hey babe" Shawn answers.

"H-hey Shawn" I stutter, mentally cursing myself.

"Kamryn? What's wrong" Shawn asks getting worried. I take in one more shaky breath before saying it.

"Shawn, I can't be in a long distance relationship anymore, it's becoming unhealthy for me. It will be easier for the both of us to just call it off until you get off tour..." There was nothing but dead silence, and shuffling in the background coming from Shawn.

"Bye, Shawn" I say before hanging up, not waiting for his reply. That will just make this harder then it already was.

~ Shawn ~

I hear my phone ringing from the table next to me and I pick it up to see that it's Kamryn...

A few minutes of talking couldn't hurt right?

I look around before grabbing my phone and walking out praying nobody saw mw.

"Hey babe" I answer.

"H-hey Shawn" I hear Kamryn stutter, I instantly start to worry. So many questions were running through my head.

Has her dad come back?

Has Jack come back?

"Kamryn? What's wrong" I ask starting to freak out. I hear her take in a shaky breath.

"Shawn, I can't be in a long distance relationship anymore, it's becoming unhealthy for me. It will be easier for the both of us to just call it off until you get off tour..." As soon as the words left her mouth I felt my world come crumbling down. I couldn't even bring myself to speak; I just stood there letting her words sink in.

"Bye, Shawn" Is the last thing I heard before the line went dead.

I stood there, motionless, tears threatening to spill from my eyes.

I hear the door open and my manager release a thankful sigh.

"Shawn! You need to get out there now" I hear him bark; I shake my head coming back into reality. I turn before moving out of the room not making eye contact.

I felt a large hand put on my shoulder; I stopped in my tracks before turning to come face to face with my manager.

"Shawn..." he starts but I cut him off with the wave of my hand.

"I'm fine." I answer flatly, walking away.

*1 Week Later*

~ Kamryn ~

It's been a week since Shawn and I broke up and Sidney has been staying permanently at my house. She said she's on Kamryn watch...

"You've been through too much, you need someone to be by your side 24/7" She repeated when I asked her why she won't go home and just call to check up on me.

I grunted, as a sign of defeat and turned towards the lounge but not before getting a glimpse of Sidney's smug smile.

I took a seat on the lounge snuggling up under a blanket.

I grabbed my phone clicking on the twitter app. I was just scrolling aimlessly when a photo caught my eye.

I scrolled back up stopping on the photo.

'Can't believe I got to meet this guy! Thanks for the great time xx'

I reread the caption over and over. I felt my heart break as tears started streaming down my face.

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Ooo what do you think the picture was of??