Only You//Shawn Mendes

Chapter 31

~ Kamryn ~

I start to silently sob into my pillow chucking my phone on the floor.

"Hey Kam-" I hear Sidney start, but I just dig my face further into the pillow hoping the couch will swallow me hole.
"Kamryn?!" Sidney rushes to my side picking me up, so I'm siting right.

"Are you okay?" She asks softly, I shake my head before breaking into another fit of sobs.

I pass her my phone motioning for her to open it. She quickly taps in my password before a small gasp escaped her lips.

"I-I'm so sorry, Kamryn" She says, I just shake my head. She gave me a look before I start speaking.

"We aren't together, it doesn't matter Sid," I say before turning away.

"Kamryn! Wake up to yourself!" Sidney yells, my head snaps to the side, my eyes wide at her sudden outburst.

"You were taking a 'break'!" She exclaims making air quotes around the word break.

"You guys didn't break up because it wasn't working, you took a break until he gets off tour!" She says trying to reason with me, I just shake my head.

"It doesn't matter," I whisper before turning on the TV.

~ Shawn ~

I wake up to my phone blowing up with notifications from Twitter and Instagram.

I open up the first one and it read:

'Does Kamryn know about this?'

Attached was a picture, I open up the picture and I feel my heart break.

Attached was a picture of a girl sitting on my lap and she's... kissing me.

I go through a few more tweets most of them saying things like:

'Poor Kamryn, she doesn't deserve this' or 'Why would Shawn do this?'

Some were even on my side...

'Shawn wouldn't do this, it has to be photo shopped' or 'They must have broke up guys no need to give Shawn hate'

The fandom was divided... but I know for a fact that the photo is authentic.

I was still upset about the break up between Kamryn and I so I decided to go out to a pub... something I have never done.

They guard let me in not asking for any ID at the time I was glad but now... I wish he had.

As soon as I walked in people were coming up to me trying to talk to me. I should've turned around and left but no.

I was stupid and depressed...

~ Kamryn ~

I was sitting with Sid watching a bunch of old Disney movies while eating ice cream.

She said it would make me 'feel better' I highly doubt it but she thought it was working so I decided to keep it that way.

My phone started to ring and I reached over the arm of the chair to grab it, as soon as I read the caller ID I pressed decline putting my phone back down.

"Was it him?" I looked over to see Sidney watching me intently. I gave her a small nod; she just nodded turning back to the movie.

He rang my phone three more times within the next 30 minutes and each time I declined it.

About 15 minutes after the fourth ring notifications from Twitter started to come up.

I just put my phone on 'Do Not Disturb' and decided to check them after our movie.

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The movie finally finished and Sidney decided to go to bed early, I on the other hand couldn't bring myself to sleep so instead I decided to go through the tweets.

Funnily enough they were all from Shawn.

Shawn Mendes -

'I lost the person I loved the most'

Shawn Mendes -

'One stupid mistake can change everything'

Shawn Mendes -

'My world has crumbled down over the span of 24 hours...'

I started going through the comments of each tweet, our fans aren't stupid they know who he's talking about...

After I had finished reading all the comments I decided that I should tweet something.

Kamryn Sophia –

'You lost what you supposedly loved, but you could have prevented that...'

I let out a sigh and watched as the comments rolled in.

I switched off my phone for the night and snuggled into my blankets.

My life couldn't get anymore stuffed up...

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So...

Team Shawn or Team Kamryn?