In the city I was raised|Javon Walton

Eleven

Sunday, May 14
JAVON
"No im not going" Isabella said yelling at me from upstairs, i wanted to go to this party but isa didn't want me to go without her but she didn't want to go "well I'm finna leave" i yelled back at her knowing it would make her come out the room " no your not" she said standing at the top of the stairs "come on then" "I don't know all those people you do" "that doesn't matter just stay by me" "fine" she said annoyed "but it's cold you really wanna go" "Isabella stop making excuses and come on" "okay okay I'm coming" "good I'll be in the car" the party was at Michael's family's basketball court, it was outside because it was just a safer place to go where we wouldn't get caught since we are all underaged. Isabella finally came in the car and we headed to Michaels, the only reason I was going wasn't to drink and shit that was just a bonus, some girls was tired of Izzy's bullshit and they was all supposed to fight. After all the shit she caused she need it, we got there and Michael starting waving so we could go over to him "wassup man" "ay wanna, hey Isabella" she didn't reply she just waved and stayed by my side, it was cute. "You ready for shit to go down" Michael said to me smirking "hell yea she fucking deserves it" "who deserves what" Isabella said confused looking up at me "Izzy gonna get her ass beat by some girls" Michael told her "that's why you wanted to come here" she said frustrated "it's not like I'm fighting her" "that's not nice to want to see" "well I don't care about her, she ain't shit" "I know you care deep down" "what makes you think I care about her, I only care about you" "whatever you say" she said trying not to argue with me, I didn't know what she was going on about
ISABELLA
Javon didn't know that I knew that he unblocked Izzy from his contact and texted her to see if she was okay after they shot up pitbulls house. Like why did he give a fuck how she felt, she was the one who caused all this. I just stood beside him while he talked to Michael and everyone started to show, I didn't like Izzy but that doesn't mean I wanted her to get hurt. We were all just hanging around when Izzy, Macie, and Josie showed up and these 3 girls walked out the crowd when they arrived, I'm guessing it was the girl and her friends that wanted to fight Izzy "what's all that shit you was talking" Izzy said "I'm tired of your bullshit" the girl replied back "well do something about it then bitch" the girl swung on her and that's why Izzy started swinging back, Izzy was beating the girl then the girls friends pulled Izzy off her and threw Izzy to the ground and she groaned in pain, then the girl got off the ground and pulled out a gun "oh shit" "omg" "we need to get the fuck out of here" everyone said but before she could do anything that's when I felt Javon leave my side
JAVON
the moment the girl pulled out the gun something went off in me, I couldn't let her die, she deserved to get her ass best but not die, I jumped on top of her protecting her but when the girl noticed me she put the gun down "get the fuck out of here with that" I said and she put it away "I fucking knew it" I heard someone said and walked in front of us and pushed through everyone, it was Isabella. I got off her and went after isa "isa wait" "what Javon, go back and help your girlfriend" "it's not like that" "I just...I can't witness another person die okay I'm already fucked up in the head from chino getting shot I can't watch it happen to anyone else, Izzy deserves a lot of horrible of shit in life but not to die" "why'd you text her the other night" "what" I said shocked that she knew about that "why'd you text her asking if she was okay" "because pitbull was her dad Isabella, and I didn't know at first and we killed her dad and I knew how it felt to lose someone in the moment and I knew I wasn't in the best state of mind so I was just making sure she was okay" "you care about her Javon and you don't want to admit it" "I care about everyone Isabella because when no one cares for you, you have to look out for everyone else because you know how it feels to have no one there for you" "I'm here for you Javon" " I know but sometimes it doesn't feel like it because we just been fighting a lot recently" "I'm sorry" she said wrapping her arms around my waist "I love you Isabella" she didn't say anything back for a moment which made me regret telling her that because ion tell many people that "I love you too" she said hugging me tighter, she pulled away and was standing in front of me, looking up at me and I don't know what came over me but I leaned back putting my hand under her chin and kissing her which she kissed back, it felt like a  missing part of me was filling. We pulled away and we just smiled at each other for a moment, "you wanna go back for a moment" I asked her "yea i guess not for long tho" "alright just let me know when your ready to leave" we walked back, she held on to my arm and hand as we walked through the crowd to where Michael was. "Ay y'all back I thought y'all left" "nah we just needed a moment" I said looking down towards her and she looked up at me "just date at this point" Michael said while drinking what ever alcohol he had mixed in his solo cup "here man" he said handing one to me "thanks" I said taking small sips of it because I had to drive back home. we was just standing around and I was talking to Michael and some other dudes that were around us, "Javon, come on I'm tired" "fine, come on" I told her getting ready to leave "we're gonna head out" "alright man y'all be safe" "we will" we headed out and dumbed the solo cup o had out and threw it in the trash on the way out. "you want me to drive since you've been drinking" "no it's fine I didn't have much" "okay" she said walking to the other side of the car to get in, we got in and headed home.