Present, Mistaken Love (On-Going)

Prologue

a/n: hello!! I've decided to make my first story 'A love in the Past' a sequel. Feeling ko kasi nakulangan ako...and parang may kulang talaga LOL... So here it is, hope you like it.

She let go of my hand, her heart stopped beating and her eyes were closed

she seems to be asleep as if she's not dead, she looks like an angel

I hugged her tight while tears fell from my eyes, silence captured the room

Suddenly the door was slammed open and here they are, catching their breaths. I called and told them what just happened.

One by one they entered the room and approached us

Shocked and sadness can be seen on their faces

I stood up to let her parents and the others invade the space to see her.

Her Mom was the first one who carried and hugged her tightly then she began to cry while her Dad caressing her wife's back, crying too

Justin was here also, he sat on the couch, his hands covering his face while crying, he doesnt want to believe that this is happening...

i am staring at them; grieving, and full of sorrow. it's hard to accept that, she's gone...

parang kagabi lang magkasama kaming dalawa dito na nagkwekwentuhan about what happen in the past, her laugh echoed in this room.

tapos biglang ganito?!

i wipe my cheeks as tears keep from flowing, it's hard for me that i am the last one whose with her before she died....

why?

it will be hard for me to move on, surely i will always miss her laugh and her voice, and i will cry because of remembering her. This is shit, i know this is so gay of me but i can't help it

Why is that life seemed to be unfair?! Is life really unfairor is it destined to happen?

i don't want to forget her... the thing that we want to forget and to let go is the hurt...

the hurt that we are feeling right now

after a while, her parents talked to the doctors whose been handling her. gusto na nilang maayos ang katawan niya, they want to settle everything

Justin and I remain silent and calm. we stayed for a while in her room 'till we decided to go home, i want to take a rest

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a few days later, inayos na ng kanyang mga magulang ang funeral niya.

family, friends, and relatives were all present here.

pinagmasdan ko lahat ng taong nandito. may mga lumalapit sa kabaong niya, may mga kumakausap sa parents niya at may iilan na nakaupo lang, praying

i noticed na wala nang tao sa may kabaong niya kaya ako naman ang lumapit

nang makalapit ako i stared at her then tears easily came out from my eyes, i end up crying again just by staring at her angelic face

"geez, you're making me cry again" i said while wiping out my tears

i take a paper out from my pocket then i open it.

"i wrote a letter for you" i said with a little excitement "i think you'll find this korni but i just loved you that's why i wrote this"

"Sofia...." i started, but this fcking tears of mine just can't stop kahit pinipigilan ko...kaya hinayaan ko na lang

"....you're my best friend, my sister, my girl. i know you won't be able to hear me but please allow me to do this.

when the time you let go of my hand, i realize that it'll be fine for you. kasi ayaw na kitang nakikita na nahihirapan. pero for us masakit, mahirap at hindi katanggap-tanggap kasi you're gone.

i miss you already. i miss every little thing of you. if i have the power to make you live again, i will do it right away. if i could go back to the time that we don't know that you're sick, i'll take care of you at dadalhin agad kita sa doctor para macheck up ka

you're so good to me, you helped me through and you've trusted me even though i betrayed you. i feel sorry for that.

i won't forget the day that you made a surprise for me. the day when we became official. i won't forget the way you hug and kiss me. i will surely miss those..

you're one of a kind. you changed me a lot. so how can i forget someone like you? how can I move on?

you've done too much for us and now it's time for you to rest and have peace.

don't worry we won't ever forget you, you'll always be in our hearts. we'll always love and remember you.

this isn't goodbye, i know we will meet again. I love you so much

'til here Bae...

truly yours,

Ethan"

i burst out crying after i read my letter then i fold it back again

since bukas naman ung kabaong, as in i can touch her. inipit ko sa kamay niya ung letter kong iyon. i want that to be buried with her.

as the time goes by, it is time for her to be buried.

everyone wore something white, we threw flowers on her grave and balloons were released in the air

i stared up in the sky hanggang sa hindi ko na makita ung mga balloons, i looked around at naguuwian na ung iba

'till i saw someone standing in the nearby tree. i rubbed my eyes and to my surprise i saw her

she's smiling at me, her aura was bright. she wave her hand and turned her back...then she's gone

i looked at the sky again, "i know you'll be happy wherever you will go" i thought..

I love you, Sofia..