RAPHAEL
Warning: R-18
He came and sat beside me, I couldn't see his face too much, but I could see he was frowning.
"Why are you always mad at me? Whenever you look at me parang malaki ang nagawa ko sayong kasalanan, you always frown, I don't understand." Sabi ko at sinubukan kong umupo upang makita siya.
"You're drunk Raphael, you don't know what you are saying. Get rest." Sabi nito.
"Do I look stupid Gael? You thought I didn't notice your actions?" I held both of his arms.
Hindi ito sumagot. He's just looking at me directly.
"I want to hear your sides, may nagawa ba ako? Hindi ka ba matutuw-." Naputol ang aking pag sasalita when gael pulled me and kissed my lips.
His lips continue to move, I don't really have any experience about kissing sabi nila masarap ito, I felt the hit in my body, I responded to his kiss.
I held his cheek so that our lips wouldn't part, I accidentally bit his lower lips causing him to moan, our kiss continued, he is exploring my mouth as if he was looking for something using his tongue, fuck ang sarap.
He took off my clothes and my hand started to move. He pushed me a bit to stop kissing but both of our foreheads are still in close, we're panting. We're just staring at each other—eye to eye.
He kissed me again, I took off his clothes, he started going to my top, his kiss came down from my neck while I was restless.
I couldn't move my hand because both of his hands were on top of me. His kiss was still going down to my nipples, he was playing with it and I couldn't stop myself from moaning.
"Ughh fuck!!!" Ang nasambit ko na lamang.
When my hand was released, I couldn't control myself clinging to his hair. He rose again to kiss me on the lips, when he was bringing his lips to my ear he whispered to me.
"Do you like it?" He whispered and continued to kiss me. His voice is addicting ang sarap pakinggan, hayok na hayok itong humalik, his eyes looking at me.
Naalimpungatan ako I checked the clock 3:20 a.m. My body hurts especially in the back part dumagdag pa itong hang over, I checked Gael if he is still there but he is gone.
I still remember what happened last night, it's not all clear but I know that something happened, I still can believe that we did that. And I can't imagine that with Gael knowing that there is a gap between him and me, I've never imagined myself being with him having a sex is impossible to imagine.
Pag baba ko ay wala na ang mga bisita it's 4:00 a.m tulog nadin siguro si James at iba pang nag overnight dito. Pumasok ako sa aking kotse at pinaandar ito, I need to go home alam kong galit si ate pero ang aking isip at lutang. Pag uwi ko ng bahay ay naabutan ko ito naka upo sa sala mag ka cross ang mga braso nito at diretsong naka titig sa akin.
When I got home, I found her sitting in the living room with his arms crossed and staring straight to me.
"We're have you been JOHN RAPHAEL C. VASQUEZ!!!" yeah I knew it she's mad.
"I went to James party, I just forgot to go home since I fell asleep but nothing happened." Except dun sa sex.
"Just make sure Raphael. You knew that mom and dad would be angry if something happened. I have a responsibility to you, so don't do anything stupid." Sabi nito, she's really mad.
After her sermons, I went up to my room, I didn't understand what my sister was saying because my brain was occupied, maybe I should just ask for forgiveness, I know it's my fault that I didn't say anything about my plan going to the party or kahit hindi mag paalam ay dapat umuwi padin ako, If I went home because I was drunk, I might have an accident, that would be worse.
Naligo ako, para mawala ang hang over ko kahit papaano, I remember my phone na tinapon ko kanina, I checked it nasa lapag ito I tried to open it kaso nasira ang malas naman.
"Bakit mo kasi binato tsk.", asik ko sa sarili ko.
Wala naman akong gagawin mamaya maybe I can buy a new phone and flowers for my ate para mawala na yung galit niya. Sa ngayon matutulog muna ako since I haven't had enough sleep.
Alas dose na magising ako, nag prepare lang ako then bumaba para umalis at maka bili na ng phone. Wala dun si Ate pag kababa may shoot siguro ulit ito. Hindi na ako Kumain sa mall na lang siguro, aayain ko sana sila James kaso wala akong phone para i-chat siya.
When I arrived at the mall, I first ate at a restaurant since I was hungry. Habang kumakain ay hindi padin maalis sa utak ko yung nangyari kagabi lutang akong kumakain, there's a part of me na masaya but I know to myself na mali yung ginawa ko, I'm not gay and I've never imagined myself having a sex with a guy. I don't really have a problem with gay people what I am pointing out is that I'm straight. Eh ginusto mo, pinatulan mo tsk.
Mahigit isang oras din siguro ako before I finished my food at lumabas para bumili ng phone.
Iphone 15 ang binili ko same sa phone na nasira ko, dumaan lang ako sa flower shop para bumili ng bouquet na ibibigay kay ate, sunflower binili ko favorite kasi niya yun.
"I'm sorry." Inabot ko sa kanya ang bulaklak nasa sala kami ngayon. She looked at me and bumalik ang tingin sa kanyang phone.
"Looked I'm sincerely apologizing, hindi ako nakapag paalam since... Nasira phone ko." I showed my new phone proving that I'm telling the truth.
"Bakit nasira?" She asked me, bumaling ito ng tingin sa akin.
"Nahulog lang, second floor sa building." Tinignan niya ako ng mabuti if I'm telling the truth.
"Fine! Hindi naman kita matitiis." She rolled her eyes.
She accepts the bouquet of flowers that I am giving.
"I'm going to the UK next next week, need nila ako para sa shooting ng new product ng company natin. Do you want to come with me?" She started.
"Mauna kana I have a plan this semester break sunod na lang ako." Sabi ko.
"Mom and Dad want to see you. You should come, and no excuses siguraduhin mo lang na susunod ka." Banta sa akin ni ate.
"Yeah promise, I also missed them so much." I assured.
Last time naming pag kikita ay noong summer vacation namin almost 2 months din ako sa UK that time, well I have a great time during that time.
Nag usap lang kami saglit at umakyat na din ako para maset up ko na itong phone ko at magamit ko na.
