RAPHAEL
"Please review all of our lessons this quarter, remember that your examination is 30 percent of your overall grade kaya malaking bagay iyon, see you next meeting class, goodbye." Sabi ni Ms.
Dela Cruz our teacher in Media and Information Literacy.
After our class ay agad kaming umalis ni James para pumunta ng parking, pupunta kami ngayon sa bahay nila para pag usapan yung nangyari, nag chat sa akin si Mark na nasa parking na daw sila ni Kian.
When we arrived at the parking lot, they were already there tulad ng sinabi ni Mark and Kael's face was calm compared kanina na hindi papinta ang mukha at gigil na gigil ito kung itong titignan.
"Dude are you okay?" I asked Kian.
"Sa bahay na lang nila James dude." Pumasok ito sa kotse niya.
Tinanguan ko ito at pumasok na din sa kotse, nanguna si James sa pag drive at sinundan namin ito. Hindi ako maka focus kanina sa class since I'm really worried about Kian, there's a part of me telling that I'm not a good friend of him since I've never asked him about his actions, idagdag mo pa yung nangyari between me and Gael tapos exam week parang anytime sasabog ang utak ko sabay sabay kung naiisip, mas okay sana mag relax after the exam kaso we have a practice ng weekend since may laro na din kami next week. Arrgghhh!!!
"What really happened dude? Totoo ba na ikaw nauna?" James asked while preparing our drinks and foods. Nasa bahay na kami nila James at nakatambay kasi sa pool area.
"Fucking liar! he's a liar tsk!." He answered na may halong gigil.
"Why? kaano-ano mo ba yun? Is he related to you?" Tanong ni Mark.
Huminga siya ng malalim bago mag salita. "He's...." Natigilan ito before he continues to speak.
"A friend but hindi na ngayon, pinaka ayaw ko sa lahat ay sinungaling, you all know that." Uminom ito ng beer.
"Can you tell us what the whole story is?" Mahinahon na sagot ni Mark.
"He's fuking liar GAY!!!" He's angry looking down at the table para siyang mananapak anytime.
"What's the problem with that? May ginawa ba siyang mali sayo?" I curiously asked him.
"Ayoko sa bading, ayoko sa mga katulad nila.... Nakadiri sila." Bumigat ang kanyang mga pag hinga.
"Calm yourself dude." Pag tatahan ni James.
I can't remember anything about Kian hating gays or I just didn't notice that then? All I know is that he plays with many gays in volleyball but he is close to all of them and he doesn't have any issue about them so I am surprised now by his reason.
"Is that your reason why you punch the dancer? Or are there any other reasons?" Mark looked at Kian.
"Yun lang." Tipid nitong sagot.
"What? Dude are you out of your mind?" Hindi makapaniwalang reaction ni Mark, even James looked shocked.
"You know dude pwede kang ma-expelled sa ginawa mo. You have no valid reason to do that to him kawawa naman yung sinuntok mo." I said and looked at him.
I'm concerned about him and about the guy that he punched. What if malala Yung nangyari sa kanya, grabeng dugo pa naman yung naiwan dun sa gym noong nakita namin yun.
"I don't care, they deserve it!! He's a liar." Sabi nito.
"Paanong nag sinungaling ba?" Tanong ni James.
"He said hes not gay, I believe him but that's a lie." He said.
"Do you have a problem with gay people? Madami kang kalaro sa volleyball na mga katulad nila pero close mo naman lahat." Ang sabi ni Mark.
"I don't want to be friends with them anymore and I don't want to play volleyball either." Uminom ulit ito sa kanyang beer.
"Do you have any personal problems? I noticed lagi kang wala sa practice niyo at kahit sa amin." Ani ko.
Hindi ito sumagot at patuloy lang itong uminom.
"You need to say sorry dude, it's your fault he didn't do anything bad or wrong to you. And if you have a problem with them hindi niya-" hindii natuloy ni James ang kanyang sasabihin ng sumabat agad si Kian.
"Nag sinungaling siya, he promised me. I'm not gonna say sorry to him, bahala na kung ano mangyari." Tumayo ito at umalis.
"Dude where are you going?" Tanong ko at sinundan ko ito.
"Don't follow me, I'm going and I'm fine don't worry, alis na ako." Diretso itong nag lakad palabas ng bahay at sumakay sa sasakyan niya.
"Hayaan mo muna siya dude, he needs time baka naguguluhan lang yun sa nangyari." Payo ni James.
Bumalik din ako sa pool at pinag patuloy ang pag iinuman, around 7:30 in the evening nang makarating ako sa bahay. Wala si ate ngayon which is good, if andito siya for sure magagalit yun at nag lasing ako.
"Arrgghhh!!" Sigaw ko sa kwarto, it's a bad idea na uminom talaga lalo na at dapat ay nag rereview ako. Pag ako talaga bumagsak tsk.
After ko nag shower ay sinubukan kong basahin ang reviewer ko pero wala talagang pumapasok sa isip ko. Mas na memorized ko pa Yung Sinabi ng gago kanina kaysa sa mga notes ko.
"Why are you expecting us to have sex again?"
"Why are you expecting us to have sex again?"
"Why are you expecting us to have sex again?"
"Arrgghhh fuck you!!!" Galit at pasigaw kong sinabi.
He really wants to play huh? Puwes bibigay ko sa kanya tignan na lang natin kung sino matalo. Matapos lang talaga itong exam.
After what happened, pinag usapan ito sa campus ng ilang araw, kahit saan ay ito ang kanilang topic ang iba ay gumagawa ng kwento and iba ay panig dun sa dancer, but Kian doesn't pay attention. After what happened, he leaves class after, we give him time to think, I hope he realizes that he was wrong and apologized to the one he beat.
"Ang rinig kong sabi ay ayaw daw ni Kian sa mga bading pansin niyo ba hindi na siya nakikipractice sa kanila."
"Ang sabi ng pinsan ko ay nauna daw yung dancer kaya bumawi lang si Kian kaya deserve niya Yung nangyari sa kaniya noh."
Dumaan kami sa hallway and ganun padin ang topic it was 2 days ago pero hindi padin humuhupa, the campus has not yet decided what kind of punishment to do with Kian since they have not yet asked for the opinion of the dancer he beat, maybe he will come in next week after his recovery.
Naging busy kami buong mag hapon sa class namin, tomorrow is our exam, I'm more focused now I will review later tonight after the class assuring that I will not fail any of my subjects, buti na lang at medyo nakikisama itong utak ko at hindi na iisip masyado Yung nangyari samin ni Gael siguro dahil hindi ko din siya nakikita so it really helped me, thanks to him.
"Good luck to your exam bro, I know mapapasa mo yan." My ate said it. Nasa bahay na ako at naabutan ko itong Kumakain.
"Thanks ate I'll try my best, hoping na lumabas lahat ng nireview ko." Umakyat ako after namin mag usap.
Nag chat ako kay mom and dad before i start to review tonight they good luck me and give me some advice for tomorrow. It really helped, I'm always motivated because of them.
After an hour ng pag rereview ay natulog na ako at maaga pa ako bukas, it's 2:00 a.m and sana worth it yung puyat ko ngayon at maalala lahat ng nireview.
