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Seonghwa pov:

I give my face a quick wash to get rid of the tears and put on my clothes for the day. Thankfully our makeup will be done for us before the interviews. I look in the mirror to make sure I look put together. "I cant believe I yelled at them all," I whisper to myself, sighing, nearly making me cry all over again. My head hurts so bad but I need to keep myself together, its only 9am and we haven't even started interviews yet. I lie on my bed to collect my thoughts and push away a certain headspace I dont need right now. As I lie, I hear movement outside my door and then a soft knock. "Hwa? Can we come in please," Hongjoong says softly. I hesitate, this could end badly, but I reply mumbling, "yeah, sure joong."

The door opens and 7 boys make there way into my room, apologetic yet sad looks plastered on their faces. I sit up, Hongjoong comes to sit next to me and speaks again. "Hwa, we're sorry for all the chaos and stress we've been causing this past week and in the past for that matter." he says, while placing a hand on my back softly rubbing. "Yeah, hyung we're really sorry, we need to stop just thinking about ourselves..." Wooyoung says, starting to get teary. San goes over and gives him a hug, and then they all make there way over to me to engulf me into a hug, murmuring sorry's as they all tighten around me.

It makes me feel so safe and loved by them all, and I suddenly start to feel my head go fuzzy. I need to break out of the hug before I slip. "Okie guys your suffocating me now," I say jokingly to get them all to release me. They finally let me go, chuckling and stand looking at me. "I'm sowry guys," I start, quickly catching my change in voice and continue, "it's just been really stressful at the moment and I just want to be the best "mom" for you guys" I chuckle sadly, looking at them with glossy eyes. "Hwa, it's okay, we know we've been a had full. You don't have to be perfect, come to us when you need us hyung," Jongho says with the softest eyes. They really mean it, them being so sincere makes me cry again but happy tears this time.

"Aw, hwa hyung don't cry," Yunho says reaching out to me. "No, no these are happy tears yun don't worry," I say, giving them all a weak smile. "Okay, that's enough now guys, we better get ready for the day and I need to wash my face again now!" I continue chuckling and waving them out. They all chuckle back, leaving me in peace to get myself together again. I really need to keep my little headspace away today. And them being so soft really didn't help...

Yunho pov:

We all leave Seonghwa hyung's room to give him some space, and plus we all need to get ready for the interviews we have in less than an hour. But I can't help but still be concerned about Seonghwa. He was acting off already but I swear I heard him use a baby voice. No, no way. I'll just have to keep a close eye on him...

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A/n !

Hey loves ! This is a bit of a shorter chapter just so I can build the story abit ! Yunho is also noticing Hwa being strange :0 ??

Remember you are loved and worthy of love, don't let anyone tell you otherwise! <3

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