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Jongho pov:

Me and Yunho have just led Seonghwa to the dressing room and laid him down on the couch. He is just lying there not speaking with glossy eyes. Me and yun look at each other not knowing what is wrong or what to do next. Hopefully when hongjoong comes in, after wrapping up the interview for us, knows what to do.

"Jongho, what do you think is wrong with him," Yunho whispers with sad and worried tone. "Honestly hyung, I have no idea but I knew there has been something wrong since this morning. I wish I would have said something to one of you before we started interviews..." I reply sighing sadly. He looks at me with sad eyes giving the impression he had noticed this too at some point through the day. "Whatever is going on its definitely stemmed from us stressing him out, wish makes me feel even worse," Yun says with watery eyes. We really need to look after our hyung, I think to myself. As I'm in my thoughts, Hwa makes a whinging noise and both me and Yun quickly rush over. 

"Hwa, hyung? Are you okay? Can you please talk to us?" I say softly as I crouch beside him with Yunho. He rolls to look at us, his eyes are streaming with tears, I immediately bring him into a hug, I dont know why but it feels right. As I consoling him Hongjoong bursts into the room. "IS HE OKAY?" he worriedly shouts, then looks at us seeing the sobbing Hwa in my arms, he quickly softens, "Oh my god hwa, I'm sorry. what's going on, please tell us." I speak up, "hyung he hasn't spoke this whole time, I dont think he wants too," as I say that Seonghwa whimpers between his sobs almost like he wants to tell us something but can't...

Seonghwa pov:

I have no idea what is going on. The last thing I remember is being lead away from our interview and getting laid down on the couch in our dressing room. My head is fuzzy and I've gone non verbal because of all the stress and pushing away my littlespace. Oh I'm deep in it now. I just lie not knowing what to do or who is around. My mind starts to go into over drive as I dont know what to do. I whine and start to cry. As i do i hear someone talk to me and I roll over to see Jongho and Yunho next to me. I have no idea what they're saying but as they see I'm crying Jongho brings me into a tight hug. I immediately feel safe, but I start to cry harder cos it's so embarrassing that they're seeing me like this.

Suddenly I hear someone burst into the room and then some quiet murmuring towards me. I try to say something, I need to get out of this. They can't know the truth. Jongho notices me trying to speak and puts all his attention to me to try and understand me. But all I can get out is a small whine saying "jongieee". His eyes are still soft but filled with confusion. Now I'm freaking out even more so I start to fight out of his embrace and run to the bathroom where I collapse and fall asleep, not remembering to lock the door....

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A/n !!

Ooo little hwa is non verbal and is still trying to hide his secret. Jongho, yunho and joong are trying to keep him safe even if they don't know what is happening<3

I'm also working on another story involving Ateez. It's going to be like a soulmate au kinda thing :)

Remember you are loved and worthy of love! <3

Byeeeee

- mel -