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Seonghwa Pov:

As I wake up I'm in a bad mood straight away, I can hear bickering through the wall, I've been dealing with it all week and I don't want to deal with it today, especially when we have interviews most of the day. I huff as I get out of bed and slowly walk to the kitchen to make the gaggle of band members their breakfast. As I start to prep the eggs the bickering makes it's way into the dining room.

"SAN GIVE ME MY SHIRT BACK, THATS THE ONE I WANTED TO WEAR TODAY!" Wooyoung yells, stomping his foot and grabbing San. "GET THE HELL OFF ME WOO, YOU CAN PICK A DIFFERENT ONE, IVE ALREADY GOT THIS ON!" San yells back, shoving Wooyoung off of him. They continue to go back and forth, and then I hear Yunho and Mingi come into the room too where they get dragged into it.

"Guys tell San he has to give me my shirt back." Woo whines to the tall boys. "Woo we're not getting involved in this, it's your problem" Yunho says, holding up his hands in defence. And the bickering continues, with them trying to drag the other members into it as they begin to enter the dining room. By the looks of it Yeosang was also having an unusual grump too, giving Mingi the silent treatment. "Sang, come on. You can't ignore me forever," Mingi says, poking him. Yeosang just huffs at the older. Jongho just sits at the table not knowing what to do. Finally my last straw walks into the room. Hongjoong. On his laptop already tapping away, with his headphones on. The volume getting louder and louder and I finally snap.

"FOR FUCK SAKE ALL OF YOU STOP IT!!!" I yell, everyone suddenly looking towards me, eyes wide, "CAN YOU ALL JUST GET ON TODAY? WE HAVE VERY IMPORTANT INTERVIEWS," I continue on. "SAN JUST GIVE WOOYOUNG HIS BLOODY SHIRT BACK WILL YOU? YEOSANG STOP IGNORING MINGI AND GET OVER WHAT EVER YOUR STROPPING OVER. AND FINALLY KIM HONGJOONG GET OFF YOUR FUCKING LAPTOP AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE." I finish yelling, my blood boiling. Everyone is silent. Hongjoong takes off his headphones and puts his laptop away shaking slightly, San leaves and comes back with a different shirt on, giving Woo his back. And finally Yeosang just looks at Mingi and Yunho not knowing what to do. Jongho, still looking shocked, is the only one who finally speaks up.

"Hwa, lets go back into the kitchen and plate up the food. Everyone will lay the table." He says shakily but calmly, glancing at the guys to set up the breakfast table. He grabs my hand and leads me back into the kitchen. I'm still breathing heavily from yelling so much, tears briming my eyes. No matter how much they annoy me, I never yell. I shocked myself and Jongho notices my sudden tears from it. "hey, hey Hwa it's okay. Calm down love" he says softly, bringing me into a hug. I lean into him, being slightly shocked by the nickname, but I calm as he hugs me. "I'm so sorry jong, I dont know what came over me.." I trail off. "hwa, it's okay. Lets get fed and get on with the day, it'll be okay" Jongho responds as he lets go and finishes plating out breakfast.

I collect myself before I get too worked up, I can't have a certain thing happening today. Especially in front if the interviewers and the guys, no one can find out. I need to be the strong older figure today. I wipe my face and grab some plates, following Jongho back into the dining room. The guys have set the table and grabbed us drinks too. I place there plates in front of them, nervously sitting down next to Hongjoong. Everyone is silent eating there food, not knowing what to say, which makes me feel worse. Jongho notices and decides to speak again.

"Guys lets just move on from this and get on with our day, yeah? You all ready for the interviews?" he says, trying to bring up the mood. No one answers. God I feel awful. I finish my food and quickly go to my room to get myself together. I am NOT slipping today...

Jongho pov:

I see Seonghwa quickly leave due to the silence in the room. He's been acting strange recently, but I dont want to push him because I can tell he's already stressed. Once he's gone Wooyoung says something, "Damn, what's gotten into him?" He chuckles nervously. "I don't know but that made me not want to touch my laptop for a good while" Hongjoong says huffing and crossing his arms. I look round at the boys and decide to defend Seonghwa. "Seriously guys, can you blame him for snapping like that? He's always so soft and nice to you all, even when you're annoying and being out of line. Especially after this week. It was bound to build up. Plus you all go to him with your problems, but who does he go to about his? No one because he doesn't want to worry us as he's the oldest." I finish, letting out a big sigh.

They all look at me with sadness on their faces. They know I'm right. "You're right jong," Hongjoong sighs, "We need to get ourselves together, stop thinking about just ourselves and make sure our hyung is okay. Today we need to give our attention to him as well as in future. But first we need to go and apologise to him now" We all nod in agreement with our captain and get up too go and apologise to our Hwa.....

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a/n !!

Hey lovelies! I hope you enjoy the first chapter of this, I promise there will be a lot of cute little Hwa to come but I want to get some angst in too throughout. Sorry aha ! But it will be worth it! I looks like Jongho is the first to notice something is up..

Remember you are loved and worthy of love, dont let anyone tell you otherwise! <3

byeee

- Mel -