"You're such a dork" Rodrick X Reader

Chapter 19

"Are you sure you're gonna be ok here by yourself while we're gone?" Your mom asks concern glazing her face "Mom I'll be just fine I have all the emergency contacts I need I'll call you or dad if anything" you give her a reassuring smile and continue to help pack her things the car. Your parents also decided to take a weekend trip away for their anniversary which works out in your favor since it's day of rodricks party. You finish packing up and give your parents a hug waving good bye as they leave the drive way. You come back to your now quiet and empty home feeling a sudden relief, you love your parents but sometimes they can be a bit much for you especially with everything going on. You head upstairs to start getting ready for the party even though it wasn't gonna be another couple hours but you did promise Rodrick you'd be one of the first ones there.

Time skip

You stare at yourself in the mirror taking in your whole everything from the denim mini skirt to the black lacy cami on top tied together with chunky knee high boots,(or really whatever outfit you'd wanna wear) hair and makeup ready topped with accessories you've never looked or felt hotter than you do in this moment; now the nerves and excitement build up as the time gets closer to the party. You know you told Rodrick you'd be one's there but nerves and tension being so high you decide to be bit fashionably late not like he's gonna miss you over just a measly hour after. After about an hour of sitting in bed scrolling through your phone you built the courage to finally leave your house and head next door. Already beer cans and red solo cups littered the lawn, toilet paper thrown about on the front of the house and loud music blaring from inside can be heard. You get up to the porch and open the door stepping into Rodricks party of a lifetime streamers littered the walls along with flashes of a multicolored light dancing around the living room and so. many. people. When Rodrick said invite everyone he really meant it. As you walk through the house now on the search for him some people break their conversations or dancing to give you a quick once over and observing every inch of your body from far away, the new attention makes you immediately nervous so you to grab a drink from the kitchen island. You make a concoction of some kind of liquor and juice just hoping it taste good. You take your cup from the counter and turn to immediately bump into someone thankfully not spilling your drink; "hey dude what the-" you look up to see it's Rodrick staring you up and down in awe mouth agape as if he was gonna say something but was caught off guard. You snap your fingers in his face "hey eyes are up here bud" he breaks his gaze and meets your eyes "sorry I just, wow, Y/N you look amazing" you blush hard from his reaction "thanks, you look really great too" "thanks, but I'm not completely ready, would you have a black eyeliner with you?" You look at him a little confused but nod your head slowly, he immediately grabs your hand and pulls you in the direction of the bathroom and slams the door shut locking it behind you two. "Can I borrow it?" He asks seeming a little shy you dig around your bag and give it to him. He takes it and goes over the mirror, you watch him as he starts to drag it over his eye and immediately poking himself. "You want some help with that" you ask he looks over at you one eye shut from poking and nods his head a little embarrassed, you go over to the sink and boost yourself up on the counter taking a seat in front of him. He hands over the liner to you and steps closer in front of you getting closer leaning his hands on the counter on either side of you the sudden closeness making you blush and feel extremely hot. You take his face in your hand and drag the eyeliner across both his eyes then smudging it with your thumbs touching it up a bit in between "you're all done check it out in the mirror" you encourage but he doesn't break eye contact "I trust your judgment" you smile sheepishly "well I think it looks really great" he leans in a little closer to you "thanks but there's no way it looks better than you" you roll eyes and laugh "you're such a dork" "well we've already established that you've got a thing for dorks" you lean in closer to him his face merely inches apart "and maybe I do, so what?" He leans I closer now getting competitive lips almost touching "good thing I'm biggest dork around then" he says in a way you've never heard before lust and sincerity and flirtation and longing lacing his voice pulling you in to close the small gap separating your lips. You wrap your arms around his neck as he glued his hands to your hips and thighs squeezing lightly and your lips move in sync together the slight taste of alcohol on his tongue melting onto yours sending chills through your body. He deepens the kiss moving down to your neck pulling you closer into him, you allowing him in opening your legs wider feeling all of him pressed against you. He sucks deep red hickies into your neck getting small moans and whimpers from you, he runs his fingers along the hem of your short skirt starting to peak them underneath when loud banging on the door makes you both jump startling you stopping him in his tracks "hey dude you almost done in there? There's some people out here asking for ya" it's Ben on the other side sounding like he's had one too many drinks. You and Rodrick look away from the door to look at each other "yeah man just wait a fuckn second I'll be out!" He yells towards the door a little pissed off "Alright man whatever you say" Ben says as he leaves the door. Rodrick looks back you rolling his eyes and sighs "guess you better go back out there mr. popular you're keeping people waiting" you smile at him trying to keep him from staying upset "yeah I guess I better go" he sighs you give him a kiss on the cheek "I'll see you around" he smiles and soft blush comes to his face making his way to leave the bathroom waiting for you to follow "you go I'll be right out after" he nods and leaves swiftly through the door closing it behind him. You hop off the counter and fix yourself in the mirror before also leaving the bathroom making your way through the hallway noticing a familiar face as you walk past. Heather fucking Hills, and her little entourage of bimbo bitches; you swear you can feel her eyes on you as you walk past I guess when Rodrick said to invite everyone he really meant everyone. You grab another drink from the counter heading into the living room where most of the party is, everyone dancing making out in the corners or on the couches it's a little nerve wracking and uncomfortable until you see a couple of girls you know from school; you don't know them that well but you know them enough to walk over and dance with them. You get really into the music and into the drink in your hand you don't notice a figure standing very close behind until they lay a firm grasp on your barely covered butt. You spin around quickly hoping it's Rodrick and to your surprise and disappointment it's asshole meat head Jake "hey long time no see baby" rage builds inside you and you throw the rest of your drink all over him shocking him and the people around you "what the fuck asshole you made me spill my drink, now I gotta get another" you spit out walking away from a now embarrassed and drenched Jack. You walk over to the island to get another drink when a very familiar sound interrupts you, the sound of giggling, but not just any giggling, it's Heathers giggling along with her little entourage you look up form your cup to see her and her friends and, Rodrick? He's standing face to face with Heather, her spelling out the fakest giggles and smiles you've ever seen and all you do is watch as she takes the collar of his shirt and pulls him in kissing him. Kissing him like the dozens of times you have before. A full make out...and he's kissing her back.... she drags her hand down his torso curling her fingers into his belt him leaning into her touch, You feel tears well up in your eyes as you watch and your grip on the plastic cup tightens letting out a loud crunching sound stopping the two making them look in your direction. Heathers face turns into an evil smirk knowing what she had done and Rodricks face, his face filled with shock then falls with realization. He opens his mouth and before he could say a word you storm for the front door "Y/N! Wait!" he yells behind you but you open and slam shut the door making a b line for home. He manages to catch up to you and grabs your hand "Y/N please wait" he says more defeated and out of breath now. You snatch your hand away "What Rodrick!? What the fuck do you want!?" you yell your voice becoming shaky from emotion "let's talk about this" "Talk about about what? There's nothing to talk about go back to your fucking party with all the fucking losers you invited and go fuck that bitch Heather, better not keep her waiting!!" He stares at you in offense, you scoff at him and go to walk away but grabs you again "Fuck Rodrick leave me alone!!!" You yell with more aggression making him get angry too "Why the fuck are you so mad anyways she's the one who kissed me?!?" You turn on your heal sharply "But you liked it didn't you? Enough to kiss her back practically tongue fucked her in front of everyone!" he stands silent for a second anger bubbling up in him now "We're not even together we're just friends remember?! Especially after how you just left me hanging yesterday" he yells back at you with a tinge of hurt in his voice. this makes your heart sink, the tears in your eyes well over now and come streaming down your face "I liked you Rodrick, like really liked you, I started to have real feelings for you and I'm so fucking stupid for letting that happen" you sob out "and if we were "friends", Heather Hills Rodrick? Really? What a fucking joke." he opens his mouth trying to utter out a single word but you stop him "save it Rodrick I'm done , just go back to your stupid party and have a nice fucking life" you say as calmly as you can but pain and hurt lace every word you turn on your heal and leave "Y/N..." he trails off really not knowing what to say but the remorse in his voice almost stops you, almost, with a heavy heart you keep for home. The house is extra quiet as you slump up the stairs to you room. You strip yourself of all your clothes and put on whatever is laying around. You sink into your bed throwing the covers over you taking a deep breath and immediately feeling unease. The smell. The smell of him. You get up and manically pull the sheets off feeling sudden rage and sadness and heartache. You stare at the bare mattress in-front of you never relating to an object more in your life. You lay on it's cold flat surface feeling comfort in it you sob and sob and sob for hours till you eventually drift off into sleep hoping to forget everything to forget ever moving to plain view to forget ever meeting Rodrick and forget every memory you made together.