A Talk

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The smut implied part :3

After what happened last night, my eyes felt all puffy and irritated. Did I cry the whole night? Whatever. I got up slowly and shakily to the bathroom to wash my face. I don't want to recall last night and I don't think I want to go to school today.I slowly walked downstairs and saw my uncle and Xander talking calmly.

"I know you want to know what happened but thats for him to ex- Hey sport!!" My uncle switched up.

"Your not...drunk?" I asked.

"I..decided to try stay clean...Like a challenge!!"He chuckled.

"Good..Um- Can I-" He cut me off.

"Yes you can stay school...I don't want that happening again.."He finished"Welp!! I think we all deserve some ice cream!!"

"ICE!?" Xander shouted excited as his tail swayed excitedly.

"Mhm!! And its Ben and Jerrys Half Baked~" In my opinion, the best ice cream flavour and brand to ever exist.

"I love your uncle mate.." Xander whispered to me.

"Alright alright~ Im goin gays!" Before I could even say anything he went out just like that.

Well..this is awkward..

"Sooo...What you wanna know..?" I asked.

"Wait you're going to..." He stayed silent for a bit"Alright...What did your father exactly do?"

"Well...A lot."I stopped and hesitated. This was the biggest event in my whole life and I couldn't help but feel a giant pit in my stomach trying to get the words out.

"You can write it down if it helps.." He passed a piece of paper to me and some pencils.

Before I knew it, I started drawing away. Making sure to get every details of the past. I started drawing my 13 year old self and both of my parents. The events that unfolded that day still leave me in shock.

It started when my mom and dad got into this big argument of them getting a divorce and her taking me with her. My dad constantly belittled us and shamed us for anything slightly wrong that we did. Sometimes it even got to the point he would hit us. I still have some scars but thats beside the point- The argument got so bad that he pulled out a gun and aimed straight for me. My mother did everything she could to protect me which lead to her getting her gun and trying to shoot him. She wasn't fast enough. Even if she got her gun earlier she still wouldn't have made it. As soon as he shot he started laughing manically and aimed towards me. My only instinct at that time was to grab the gun and protect myself. So...I shot him. I shot him right between the eyes and the laughing stopped. I'm not a murderer. I would never kill someone again. After I did that I made sure to check on my mother to no avail. I felt relief that he was dead but devistated that she died. After that, my uncle lived near and my mom texted him beforehand so he came rushing and thats why I live with him now.

"Some parts of what happened after are fuzzy but I can't forget his laugh." We just sat there in silence for what seemed like days.

He looked up at me from tine to time but he couldn't stop staring at the picture I drew. After a while I tried to end the silence. It was killing me that we couldn't talk or get anything out so I wanted some chatter to come from us.

"And now its my turn." I stated.

"For what?" Xander asked curiously.

"To ask you a question."I still haven't forgotten what he said near the school"How come you know this place and me?"

"Oh- Shit- Thats a good question mate.."He praised me and sat there for a bit.

"Well?" I waited for a response.

"Not all demons are hellborn- As you probably know. I died a year ago so thats why I am in hell. I did some reallyy messed up stuff.." He said in an embarrassed voice.

"Like what?" I asked. I passed the paper and pencils over to him incase.

"Nah nah- It's fine." He hesitated for a sec"Well..This is gonna be long so buckle up."

I sat comfortably next to him and watched him carefully. He stared at me for a second with a nervous face.

"Well...When I was 16 I dropped out- Which made me spiral dosn into a bad path...Sooo- I went into bars...Gay- Bars and used fake ID to get drinks...As I got more into these bars..I started experimenting with...thats sorta stuff...And I met this guy that wanted to get in the bar-"

Thats when it hit me..

TIME CHANGE TO A YEAR AGO (16 year old Kassy)

I wonder what bars are like...Thats the thought that popped up in my head as I looked up at the big bar sign. I know i'm only 16 but...I can't stop thinking.

"Ay! Ya wanna get in?" A voice called out.

It looked like a boy about my age and he was waving what seemed to be an ID.

"I...sure?" I reluctantly answered.

"GREAT!! Cmon bud!!!" he grabbed my hand and fought my way into the bar.

All the people here were men. They all dressed up weirdly which made me think if this was a kinky club. Most of them were kissing but I was convinced that most of the women were upstairs maybe...I didn't just get myself into a gay club right?

"Soo...drink?" He asked.

"Um..sure- What drinks are there?" I asked politely.

"Hmm...you're a beginner so...SHOTS PLEASE!!!" he burst out.

"WAH- ARN'T THOSE LIKE- THE STRONGE-"He cut me off.

"Oh shuttupp!! Have a lil fun!! Its ya first time~" He nudge my shoulder and passed me a shot.

I stared straight down at it and hesitated for a while. It rippled and sparkled in a way...I should at least have some fun..I mean- Whats the worst that could happen?

like...4 shots later..

"HaHhh.." He layed next to me.

That...was...

"aWesOMEEE-" He finished.

"I never had... And- I-... This doesn't make me gay right?" I asked.

"duUddEe yOu just hAd sEx with a MANNNNN- prEeetttYyy gAy-" He was flat out drunk. I was more sober than him at this point.

"At least let me get your name before you go-" I reached out to him.

"Noooo CANNN doOo miSsyy- Tight scEduall!!" He slipped on his pants and grabbed a pack of beer"Im GONNA PULL AN 80 OnN a 20 WHILST A GUYYY IS SUCKIN ME!!"

And just like that he was gone. That...guy is crazy..

I lay in the bed for a while and stared at the ceiling. The overall room isn't bad but it smelled like latex and rubber. It had a TV and the bed looked like something out of a fantasy movie or from a royal bedroom. There was a fireplace that warmed up the whole room and the chandellier shone bright colours on the ceiling. After a few seconds of taking it in and resting a while, I turned on the TV to see the news headline. It read:

"16 YEAR OLD BOY IN A CAR CRASH WITH ANOTHER 16 YEAR OLD"

That guy...Hes...

TIME CHANGE BACK TO NOW

"So I-....We-" My face flushed a bright red. I had sex with a demon-

"DON'T BE EMBARRASSED- We were- drunk and 16-" He choked out the words.

I...We- I'm gay?

END OF PART 5

and yes he is gay AND THATS ALL MY MOTIVATION GONE FOR NOW!!

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