Comfort

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"What?" Xander looked at me in shock.

"Is this- A date?" I repeated myself.

"OH- NONONO- NO IM-We arN'T" His words sort of struck me.

As he kept babbling on, I just felt a hole in my chest. Why am I feeling this? I don't even like him that..I just feel...Dissapointed? Let down..? I just- feel so sad when he said that..

"Lets just..Go home-" I wanted to get home as quick as I can so I wouldn't have to cry or get frustrated at him.

"Uh..Yea" He let out an awkward reply.

I noticed that I only ever felt this way when I was near him or when I hung out with him. I have never felt this before and I feel like its always been a missing piece of me. Its like he opened up the possibilities..And now? I just feel hopeless.

As we walked, it all felt different. Instead of the forest being whimsical and filled with birds singing, it was now dark, gloomy and filled with crows laughing. Instead of us holding hands on the way, it was us walking in silence and the tension thick. Instead of me following him it was now the opposite with me leading him back to my house. This all felt too different.We got to my house finally and the silence stopped.

"I'm going to my room for a bit- Alright?" I asked. I just want to let everything out alone.

"Yea thats..fine- Night.."Xander replied anxiously. His tail was wrapped around his legs and I just couldn't help but feel guilty.

"Night." I shut the door on him...Why did I do that?

POV CHANGE TO XANDER(pretty sure you all know who he is now)

I should have just confessed to him. Now i'm stuck here standing infront of his door like a complete and utter moron. Fuck me God cuz I am GOING IN. Hehe- Thats what she said. Okay seriously now..

I warped my hand through the wall and it kinda scared me for a bit- I honestly thought my hand would break or something. Or what if it gets stuck in there? Anyways.. I try reach for his hand or something so that I could apologize to him. And maybe even confess.. I interlocked my fingers with hi-

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU-" He snapped.

It took me by surprise that he snapped at me. All I ever got from him was a slight smile or a casual frown but never this..

"I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL ANYMORE!! EVER SINCE YOU CAME I FELT SO- WEIRD ALL THE TIME!! wHY- WON't you just..leave." His voice cracked and I could hear sniffles through the wall.

I messed up. I messed up badly. I wish I could just hug him and tell him everything is okay- But I don't think he wants to see me right now.. I slowly unlock my fingers with his but he doesn't let go.

"Don't- Don't you dare leave.." He gripped my hand a bit.

I take my earlier statement back-

I slowly phased through the wall fully and hugged him as tight as I could. I stroked his head and he poured out in tears. I will wipe every single tear and calm down every frustration untill the end of time. As long as he is okay then so am I.

"Its...okay to feel this. Don't feel frustrated...Its normal to feel this at the start- At least thats how it was for me." I explained

He looked up at me with red puffy eyes. His face relaxed and he stopped hugging me. I can tell he calmed down but he felt embarrassed for reacting like that. I don't mind him shouting because it means hes comfortable to show emotions. I don't mind if he cries and cries because it means he feels safe to let it all out. I just want him to be more free because when I met him in that bathroom he looked hollow inside.

"Sorry for shouting I just- Don't know how feel about all of this." He look at me sincerely.

"You can figure it out later if you want.." I replied.

"I know you like me." He said in the most dead pan voice.

SHIT- WAS I THAT OBVIOUS? NO- I SAID IT WASN'T A DATE..HE COULDN'T HAVE! Unless... Is it because of that time wee.... in the past? Nah- I always did that in the past-.....Im not gay for him- Only- A bit.

"Oh! Looks like I gotta go!!" If I remember correctly.. I can float away because I gained levitation from eating those hearts!

Like the lorax, I grab my ass and try floating awa- Oh my god its working. I'M THAT GINGER MOTHER FUCKER! I SPEAK FOR THE TREE-

"Not so fast." He pulled my tail and pinned me back.

SMUT!! LEAVE IF UNCOMFORTABLE!!!

"Woah there! Hehe- Don't do anything ra-" He put a hand over my mouth.

"Shut the fuck. Its my turn to make you feel this way." Holy fuck I am so dead.

I got so used to topping to the point when someone pins me and tried to keep me quiet I get all flustered. He won't actually try anything right..? I could feel beads of sweat running down my throat and blush creeping up on my face. He really is doing this..

"mMphph-" I tried speaking but it was all muffled.

He started caressing my sides and slowly moving his way up. I could tell its his first time topping but hes already making me feel so...you know..His breath was heavy and started panting when he inched closer to my face. He leaned in and for a second I thought we were about to kiss but he instead chose to kiss my jawline. My whole body tingled and I felt so sensitive. He moved his way down to my neck and started biting and kissing the hell out of it. My head felt warm and hazy and I think I started drooling...My eyes rolled up and I slipped out little noises.

"Quiet..My uncle could hear you.." He huffed out.

"S-sorry..I can'T help it.." I shakily replied. It just felt so good..

His warm mouth continued on and he started to roll my turtle neck further. He kissed my collarbones and started licking the previous hickeys he gave. He may be a beginner but GOD he is good. I was so close to melting when-

"Hey boys! I heard some noi-"

...

His uncle-

"Wait wai-POPS- ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK-" He blurted out

"Uhh- Im just...gonnaaa- Let you continue there...Have fun-" And as he said that he closed the door.

Kassy's face lit up in embarrassment and he avoided eye contact with me. I, on the other hand, looked like a fish flopping out of water.

"I got too- Confident.. sorry" He apologized for absolutely no reason.

"Mate- That was- AMAZING- Who taught you that?" I asked.

"....You..-" Oh. Yeah- I...forgot about that-

END OF PART 7 ;)))

Hope ya enjoyed the steam cuz it won't last long! Oops- spoiler :3 credit to my pooks for the smut idea :DDD

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