* remember *

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*5 months ago*
"Carson" I said while holding his hand.
"Yeah babe?" We were at my house sitting on my couch.
"You know that i'm moving.."
"Well obviously"
"I don't wanna do this but I think it better if-" Carson cut me off mid sentence and kissed me. I pulled him off and threw my self on his shoulder and started crying.
"Carson I don't wanna leave you."
"Baby, I knew this was gonna happen eventually."
I looked up at him tears rolling down my face.
"How?"
"You're moving 5 hours away, and you always told me you couldn't do long distance. So I figured you'd break up with me."
"I wanted to make it work I really did."
Carson pulled me into a hug and kissed me on the top on my head.
"I know you did, I know."

NOW
I walk down the stairs ready to head to Oliver's house to talk to him.
"Hey, where are you going?" My mom said, she was on the couch watching a show.
"On a walk."
"Ok be safe, also before you leave something came in the mail for you."
I was confused, I didn't order anything? My mom said it was on the kitchen counter. It was a brown box and had the shipping label on it addressed to me. I opened it up and inside was a hat of mine? I hadn't seen this hat in a year I thought i'd lost it, there was a letter under it.
To y/n from carson, the envelope read in black sharpie.
"Dear y/n, found this while cleaning my closet. Hopefully I didn't creep you out because I found your address. Btw your mom needs to not just post her house address online lol. You blocked my number and i figured this is the only way to give this to you. Hope you're having fun and you're safe.
love yours forever carson"
How is this even possible, how did he even find my street name. I closed the box and took it upstairs and threw it on my bed. I ran back downstairs,
"what was in the box?" my mom asked.
"just an amazon order, im out for a run bye."
"ok bye honey."
I walked out the door, why is carson still thinking of me, he said love yours forever? I told him we had to go no contact so I blocked him on everything. Carson has and always will be my first love. Do I still love him yes obviously, but would we ever get back together, no. While walking down the sidewalk lost in thought I bumped into, omg it's Turner.
"Oh hi" I said while backing away from him.
"Hey, where are you headed?"
"You know, just out for a run.." I pushed my hair behind my ears avoiding all eye contact.
"Oh that's fun, hey about last night."
"No! Let's pretend it never happened."
Last night was terrible, I don't even want to think about it.
"Yeah.." He said while looking down, there was an awkward silence.
"Did your mom and dad know you were gone?"
"Oh, no my mom was asleep and my dad's on a work trip, thankfully" I wanted to run from him but my body was stuck.
"I got ur number from your phone, you feel asleep with it unlocked so I put it in my phone. You know don't be afraid to text me if you need anything, you know where I live." He said while smiling.
"Oh yeah, I was wondering how you got my number. I better get going before my mom starts to worry."
"Oh yeah my bad, bye"
"Bye." I started running away from him, why is he everywhere?

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