Invasion || Stray Kids

X Part 2

I turned around to see Felix at the entrance way of the kitchen. He held a metal bat in his hand looking at me and then around the kitchen.

"Are you okay?" He asked sitting the bat on the kitchen table

I nodded, "I'm fine"

"Hyunjin said you were upset"

"W-What?" I asked

"We were searching a house and he told me you were upset. So, I came to check on you. I noticed you came in here alone"

Right, Hyunjin could feel what I was feeling. That's make it even worse. I was fortunate he couldn't read my mind. I turned around opening a drawer I had already looked in.

"Want to talk about it?"

"No" I stated as I watched him walk around the island in the middle of the kitchen

"You're angry about something. Was it us?" He asked leaning on the island

Should I be speaking out on how I feel. It's been barely a week and I'm already about to spill my feelings out. They wouldn't want to hear none of this.

"I saw my face" I said quietly looking in the empty drawer

I turned around after hearing Felix began to laugh. He coughed a bit trying to contain his laughter, "I-I'm sorry, you said you saw your face? What's wrong with that?"

"Why didn't you guys ask about my scars? In the car, we played that game. None of you asked about them"

"Koi. You can't be serious" he said softly

"I didn't know they were there. I didn't even know what I looked like until now" I spilled out

Felix stood straighter, "nothing is wrong with your face. Everything is a blur to you, you'll know what happened at some point"

"And if I don't?" I sniffled, "what if I hurt someone and that's how I got these? I could be a bad person"

"You're not" Felix walked over to me, "your not a bad person Koi"

"You don't know that" I shook my head

"I do, so does Hyunjin. If you were, Hyunjin would know"

I wiped the tears that fell from my eye only to be replaced by more. Felix held onto one of my hands and squeezed it.

That only made me cry more. I've never had someone here to comfort me when I really needed it. I had Dobby, but that was different.

We both looked up to the door way after hearing steps come in. Hyunjin ran in breathing heavily and he looked at the both of us.

"Hyunjin, what's wrong? Is it one of the boys?" Felix asked

We waited for an answer as Hyunjin looked back and forth at us. He finally looked down at our hands and shook his head no. Rubbing his eyes he came closer in.

"I-I felt Koi cry so I thought something was wrong"

"You felt me cry" I hiccuped

"I-I mean I didn't fell you cry, but I knew you were. Your upset. A different kinda upset than one who doesn't cry. I-I can't really explain it. I just knew something was wrong"

I looked at Hyunjin and then back to Felix. I threw my head in my hands as I cried a little harder. That's was sweet of him. To come running.

"Oh, Koi" Felix said softly bringing me into a hug

I kept my head in my hands as I lightly rested my head on his chest. This felt weird. The communication, the physical touch. No one had touched me in forever.