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I don't understand but I love you

Top : Seungcheol

Type : Cute, soft

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S.Coups is sitting on the edge of his maknae's bed, the latter sleeping peacefully a few minutes before all the members were in the practice room and Dino fell to the floor in exhaustion, the first time this has ever happened, so the leader, more worried than ever, decided to stay by the youngest member's side until he woke up, He promised himself to always take care of the members, and now he's very angry at himself for not having seen Chan's more than alarming state, although it's true that the black-haired man hides his emotions well, and it's very difficult to decipher him and understand his true mental and physical state, as the young man doesn't let anything show.

After perhaps a long half-hour, Seungcheol starts to get seriously tired too, he tenderly strokes his maknae's hair and does nothing else, so boredom inevitably takes hold of him, the elder was about to get up from the bed to go and find a chair, but a small hand came to grab the sleeve of his sweater, the leader started to look towards the maknae and the latter's eyes were half open.

S.Coups sighs with relief to see Dino finally awake, the youngest sits up slightly, obviously letting go of his elder and starting to yawn, he asks his leader what happened and Seungcheol explains the situation, he tells the youngest that everything was going well and then suddenly he falls to the floor, no doubt from fatigue given the amount of time he slept. Chan gently apologizes, saying he won't do it again and that from now on he'll try to sleep better at night, even if it's easier said than done.

The eldest smiles fondly at the youngest and asks him if there's anything on his mind or stressing him out so that his nights are so short, and Dino replies that there are often so many questions running through his mind when the sun goes down that he'd rather spend his night dancing and singing than sleeping. Seungcheol asks if the youngest did that last night, but the youngest replies that no, he spent his time tossing and turning in his bed without any sleep coming.

The leader asks his youngest if there's anything on his mind that's bothering him, and Dino sighs and says that yes, there is a problem that could have serious consequences if it gets out, to which Seungcheol simply raises his eyebrows, he put one of his hands over Dino's and locked his eyes with his maknae's, the maknae not wanting to reveal his secret, thinking that at least the main person concerned should know the truth.

Dino expresses the feelings of his heart, saying to his elder " I don't understand, but I love you. I'm sure to love you and only love you." Seungcheol feels horrible and guilty for not having seen anything and especially for not having said anything himself about his own feelings, he thought most knew or at least that it was visible but apparently only the two Americans had understood. They understood that the leader has feelings for the maknae, because the way he looks at him is completely different from the way he looks at the other members.

The eldest finally said himself, " I don't understand, but I love you, I really do, and have for some time." At the sound of this, Chan's head, which had been lowered, rises and his tear-drowned gaze meets Seungcheol's sincere one, all the surrounding noise seems to fade away and only the two of them seem to exist inside this small room, the leader smiles delicately, he gently places one of his hands on one of Chan's cheeks and the maknae lets a solitary tear run down his cheek.