Tears of chaos

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Top : Seungcheol

Pov : Chan

Type : Sad and cute

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The tears of chaos...

These are the salty pearls rolling down my cheeks at the moment, I'm not the type to cry for nothing, or easily but today I feel the need to, in my mind it's total chaos and my tears are there to externalize all my emotions, I'm both lost and sad at the same time, I find myself on the roof of my school, here I can no longer hear the voices of my classmates criticizing me and screaming at me to go elsewhere and don't follow my dreams, none of my classmates are by my side their mockery and insults echo in my mind, it hurts me so much I want to throw myself into the void.

My feet come closer and closer to the edge, my vision blurred by my tears, I take my cell phone, my keyring and a lighter out of my pocket, sigh and put them down on the ground, then I close my eyes and suddenly a voice calls out to me, I didn't want him to come because I knew he was going to stop me from doing what I had in mind.

Slowly I feel a hand grab my arm and I'm pulled backwards, I land in my boyfriend's arms, and I feel his body trembling against mine, I must have scared him to death and I know he's crying because my T-shirt is getting wet little by little, I sniff and swallow my tears then gently pull him away from me, I wipe his tear-soaked eyes and smile sadly.

" Channie-ya.. You scared me so much, please don't ever do that again, I don't want to lose you... "

" Cheol-ah I'm sorry, I'm really sorry but I don't want this life anymore."

" I'll protect you, okay ? Stay with me, always by my side, I assure you I'll never let anyone touch a hair on your head again. "

" In my class you're not there, I know you're protecting me but in my class, you're not there Cheol..."

" We'll find a solution. My two best friends have friends in your class, Vernon and Seungkwan. Do you know them ? "

" Vernon are relatively quiet compared to Seungkwan but they're friendship are funny. "

" I think you can get on well with them and believe me Seugkwan will take good care of you, bust you must be ready he's such a tease at time, also I have Soonyoung, he will really train your body and soul because he shares the same passion as you and Vernon will always be there morally for you he doesn't talk much but his actions will speak for him."

" I want to know them, it sound good to have friends, but will they want me ? "

My face drops to the ground, I'm really wondering if it's possible for me to have friends, it's true that I have an incredible boyfriend but friends have never been for me apparently, in all my years at school, I never have any. Delicately, I feel my boyfriend's fingers lift my face and I feel his lips on mine.

My hands come to rest on his back and I melt into his kiss, I let myself go completely and he takes advantage by sliding his tongue into my oral cavity, a slight noise comes from my mouth, I feel Seungcheol smile at the sound and it makes me cry. I don't even know why I'm crying, it's probably because I feel loved and that makes me feel really good.

Gently Seungcheol detaches his lips from mine and places a little kiss on my forehead, wipes my eyes with his thumbs and takes me in his arms again, he rocks me gently and it soothes me.

" Why are you crying baby ? "

" It's the tears of chaos, Cheol... it's so much chaos in my mind that it makes me cry."

" Did you really name your tears like that ? The tears of chaos, it's quite beautiful honestly but please baby don't cry anymore..."

" I feel so good and loved by you that it made me cry."

" Oh ? Because it's my fault now that you're crying ? "

Seungcheol puts his hands on my hips and tickles me gently, I start giggling and wiggling in all directions, I end up stopping him by catching his hands and my eldest comes to kiss me on the lips again, our exchange is sweet as usual and I end up backing away gently, then the bell rings at that moment, a slight pout comes to my lips and Seungcheol comes back to kiss me then he backs away my pout has disappeared and only a smile is present on my face now.

" Channie-ya, don't worry, I assure you that the trio I mentioned will like you."

I nod shyly and he comes to take my hand in his he interlaces our fingers together and we descend from the roof, once we reach the main corridor of the school, some students look at us awkwardly and I try to remove my hand from Seungcheol's but my eldest refuses to let go, he holds firmly in his and smiles at me telling me everything will be all right.

" Cheol oppa, and me in this story ? I'm in love with you and i'm better than him. " Say one girl

" Don't tell me you're in a relationship with a boy ? " Say another

" Frankly, you deserve better. Me, for example, am a girl who can really make you happy." Say the first one

" Shut up, honestly there's no point in being so against him when he's never done anything to you, whether you want that or not it'll be the same I only love him and I'll only love him. I hope that's clear."

The girls nod and leave, it's the first time they've ever stopped, usually even after Seungcheol defended me, so it's surprising that today they don't say anything more, my eldest understands that I'm lost so he simply tells me that we're no longer the only two-boy couple in the school.

I still don't understand and Seungcheol explains to me that the criticism I was receiving wasn't sincere, they were just homophobic and jealous to know that Seungcheol was with me, but now that there's another couple, their hatred is gradually starting to calm down, they're still trying to destroy everyone but they can't because the love that unites the couples is much stronger than that.

I smile, happy to hear this, and suddenly three boys arrive in front of me and my eldest, they introduce themselves to me and I introduce myself too, Soonyoung tells me we're going to get on well and that he can't wait to dance with me, I reply that I can too and he smiles at me, His smile warmed my heart and made me smile too, and Seungcheol, understanding that I was now in good hands, gently let go of my hand, gave me a little kiss on the cheek and left to join Joshua and Jeonghan in his class.

For my part, I stayed close to Soonyoung, who told me he's in a relationship with Jihoon, which automatically made me smile. It's the first time I've felt comfortable with people other than my boyfriend, and I hope our friendship will last, for some reason I don't want to lose them and I want us to be friends for as long as possible, and I really hope it will.

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