♥︎ ChanCheol os book ♥︎

Hard [ Hot stuff ]

~ Seungcheol top ~

Type : some bad through, sad topics, cute, soft, hot stuff

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Seungcheol wakes up in the middle of the night, his head hurts and he starts patting the spot next to him, feeling that there's no body heat left and that he's a little colder than usual, he wonders where his boyfriend is and for him, there's really only one place where he can find Chan, and that's the practice room, despite the fact that it's past two in the morning, he honestly thinks his lover is there, so without hesitating any longer he gets up from his bed with a yawn, and goes straight to the agency's practice room, honestly it's really no great surprise that and he heads straight for the agency's practice room. Honestly, it's no great surprise that he find the one he loves inside, who's training on Maestro and seems to be at odds with himself, Seungcheol can see this easily because his lover's movements aren't as usual, they're forced and not fluid, and Chan doesn't seem to be happy doing them, even though he's usually the one who gets the most satisfaction from dancing without stopping and helping others improve their choreography.

Slowly the leader decides to move forward into the room and when the maknae hears footsteps he stops moving and turns around, he's so tired and mentally fragile that his body starts to tremble, seeing his lover's eyes filled with worry and stress makes him feel slightly ill, he knows full well that he's worrying his elder very much but he has no idea what to do to reassure his boyfriend about his condition when it's so obvious that he's not well at all.

The leader once he gets close to his boyfriend, he grabs him by the hips and pulls him into his arms, and it's only then that Chan starts to cry, he returns the embrace to his eldest and empties all that's on his heart, Seungcheol doesn't say anything, he lets his lover free himself from his bad thoughts and worries, it's only when he finishes that he tells his boyfriend not to be so hard on himself, everyone makes mistakes, it's not just him and fortunately everyone makes mistakes because error are human, the choreography is extremely hard so it's normal that some steps are more complicated to assimilate and do than others, It'll take as long as it takes, but Seungcheol is adamant that Chan will make it, he's convinced of it, and he'll be there every time the maknae doesn't feel up to it. All the leader asks is that Chan stop being so hard on himself.

-> MV reactions

Chan and Seungcheol are far from each other, their reactions start with Lalali, Chan is proud of his boyfriend, he can't stop smiling, and his eyes shine with love for his eldest, he looks at his boyfriend a few times, and his boyfriend looks at his youngest, at times when their eyes meet, their smiles shine even brighter.

Lalali ends and Spell begins and Chan's smile disappears completely, and Seungcheol sees it very clearly, he sighs sadly when Spell ends and everyone leaves except Seungcheol and Chan, the leader asks the youngest to stay with him in the room and of course the black-haired boy accepts.

Now that it's just the two of them, Seungcheol immediately comes to take Chan in his arms, his head rests on the younger boy's shoulder, his hands slip under the boy's T-shirt and he begins to caress his boyfriend's skin slowly, Chan closes his eyes and positions himself comfortably in his elder's arms.

The leader tells his maknae to stop stressing, to stop being so hard on himself, he's incredibly talented and he needs to realize that, Chan sighs and nods gently, he says he'll do everything he can to stop being so hard on himself but he's always been like that. Seungcheol says he'll do all he can to help him build up his self-confidence, because he needs to see himself as others see him, exceptional.