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Voodoo-doll

Top : Seungcheol

Type : Angst and cute

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Chan is sitting in his office chair, lost between many emotions, and understandably so. He has the impression that he'll never be able to love his boyfriend freely, and that he'll always be forced and obliged to increase the popularity of his ship with Jeonghan when he doesn't really want to, Of course, he likes his friend very much and enjoys spending time with him and being with him, but that doesn't mean anything more than a friendship - at least, that's what Chan forces himself to believe. Nevertheless, the more the years go by, the closer his boyfriend and Jeonghan become, and the more his heart breaks.

Even today, this situation has been repeated: throughout the filming of a new [ Going Seventeen ] Seungcheol was forced to stay only around Jeonghan, and this had a profound effect on Chan; throughout the filming he forced himself to smile, but deep down he was destroyed. To take his mind off things, and above all to avoid relapsing into awful things, he goes off to listen to music.

Some music from former kpop groups comes through, like TVXQ, B.A.P, SHINEE, TEEN TOP, and then there's one mv in particular that catches his attention, this mv is the one by VIXX on the song called Voodoo-Doll, surprisingly he reads the comments and there are several people debating what the mv means, and surprisingly he begins to believe in the theory told by the fans.

The members of VIXX have never confirmed this theory, but as Chan finds himself in a similar situation, he can easily understand the hidden message uncovered by the fans.

" Baby Channie ? How are you, you didn't talk so much today ? Are you okay ? You can tell me everything remember."

Chan didn't respond and slowly Seungcheol enters the room he panic a little so he goes to settle down next to Chan, he too begins to read the mv comments and then at the end of his reading he asks Chan what he thinks and the maknae replies that he's sharing this hidden message because he's living it at the moment.

" Do you really think the members of VIXX wanted to get that message across through the Voodoo-doll mv ? "

" I don't think so I'm sure of it, even if they haven't confirmed it, the Voodoo-doll mv theory is real for sure."

" Why do you think they wanted to get that message out there ? "

" Look at the mv. The members are locked up in prison cells, we're locked up in our agency, this woman controls them because with the Voodoo-doll, in our side our fans control us we're not allowed to do many things under penalty of being accused of things we didn't do."

" The tic tac that's heavily in the mv stands for what then ? And why would we get pierced through our heart ? "

" The tic tac represents the allotted time, the time we have left before a drama comes out, and the fact that we'd be pierced at the level of our vital organ makes sense. We're not allowed to love anyone other than our fans, family and friends. A life partner is forbidden."

Chan didn't even try to control his emotions, he let all his anger, sadness and inner frustration out of his body and tears started to flow, to say that he feels like he's living in the mv of Voodoo-doll is real, he really does feel like he's being controlled by the fans and his agency like a common puppet, he's afraid that one morning he'll wake up and a drama will come out that he's done nothing about. He's afraid that his whole stable, well-built life will fall apart overnight because of false rumors, and he's especially afraid that his relationship with Seungcheol will be exposed to the public.