I figured, the "last straw" was when Jay, pulled up on me, at a photoshoot for a music video, having secretly got K dot to confirm I was still there. I was in the trailer with Kenny and he bursted in, like he was crazy.
"Ugh... Shae, you and Rock good?"
"Why? He's... a liar, what he said?"
"He wanted to know if you was with me"
"You told him!?"
"Well yeah, I ain't know y'all acting a fool!? What you want me to do, say you ain't here? He was outside when he asked, he was supposed to be in the video, remember!?""I can't with him, right now... plus, he done told me I ain't his bitch, if I'ma be in his business!? How that make sense!?"
"Yeah, ugh... maybe you need to focus on your business for now... you know, this shit ain't good for your body or mind..." his eyes looked heavy, but wondered why I would want to be with someone who was so angry these days. He loved his boy, but felt things that made his allegiance to my wellbeing clear as day.
We would hear some commotion outside, as I stopped speaking and Kendrick stood up to face off with what was coming.
"So, Shae...you can't answer yo fuckin phone!? That bitch Sammy think I'm playing, but ima get with her fa sho!"
"Oh my God... what Sammy got to do with shit!?"
"She told me you... you should leave me, and hopes the kid ain't mine!!! What type of shit is that... why she talking so crazy!?""Ugh because she's messy, and she hates you!!! Ima deal with her, but...duh, and I hate you too, right now!!! When I'm working, Rock!? For real, you wanna embarrass me!? I already said, I told you!!! I was gonna stay at my mom's for the week... and come home Saturday!?"
"Why!? I ain't want that... you my girl, right!? So why the fuck you staying at ya mama house?? Why ya homegirl talking about my kid?? Don't fucking play with me!! I'm telling you!!" I knew what Sammy was like, she loved to get under his skin and would say the most scandalous shit to." We goin through it like everyone does... u can't just leave and say you love a nigga!? I don't do that to you"
"You don't have a reason to... never cheated on you, ever!! If you love me, how you lying and cheating... huh?"
"I love you... I give you everything you want, can't I get some shit I want from time to time?! Huh? A lil top ain't cheating Shae... I don't be fuckin on these hoes, like that... and, I know you been talking to someone too! Sammy too close to you... she knows something... talking slick shit like that"