Marriage isn't always perfect

Lesson 28

It felt amazing being in the pool having on your swim suit drinking living the life this vacation was needed.

" I might just have to take you from Andreas you're looking sexy" Brenda told me

I laughed out loud at her our husbands was barbecuing now one thing my man can do is get on that grill I must say he threw down and Serenity was in the small kitty pool with all the toys she wanted having fun.

" Brenda back up off my wife" Andreas told her jokingly

" yea Octavia stop trying to take my wife" her husband told me

I shook my head and got out the pool Andreas slapped my ass as I walked past making me blow him kiss being away from New York was good I've been working so much on the new restaurant going in to all of my restaurants and also getting ready for a wedding I needed a break.

" are you having fun?" I asked my baby

" yes thank you mommy"

" hey it was needed for the family i would do anything for you Serenity mommy loves you"

" I love you too" she told me smiling hard

" let's get dress we're eating down at the beach in our all cream we also got the fire show you wanted" I told her

She got over happy as we went inside going to me and Andreas room to shower and try dress I had Serenity in a cute cream colored dress with her  sandals and I had the same but more grown my whole back was out.

" we look good mommy is daddy gonna like it?" She asked

" oh I love it my two favorite girls look beautiful" Andreas said coming behind us

" thank you baby" I told him giving him a kiss on the cheek

" Serenity Breanda wants your help with an outfit" he told her she ran out all happy she just loved to help.

" get in the shower and changed" I told my husband

" will do and you look really sexy got your back all out" he whispered

He looked at me through the mirror before kissing down my back slowly he pulled my dress down a little and kissed my ass.

" Andreas you're gonna mess up my dress" I told him slightly getting turned on

" you're the one who got your back out you must wanted me to kiss all over it"

" it's not meant to show my ass love just the back"

" it's meant for me to kiss you easily" he told me before walking away and going inside the bathroom

This man we didn't have a kid out of thin air he made it so hard to resist him when he's kissing on me like that.

He was finally ready looking fine as ever we all went down to the beach the food the guys cooked was all on the table for us I was ready to eat it looked so delicious.

" you guys did good" Brenda said

" daddy it taste really good"

" thank you Serenity"

This is what we were supposed to be doing having fun and bonding together i wasn't even thinking about home we laughed and drank and ate Serenity had the biggest smile on her face and got even happier seeing the fire show.

" come on" Andreas Whispered in my ear

I got up as he took my hand and we went away from the group.

" is everything ok?" I asked

" everything is perfect i just wanted to be with you just us i really love you Octavia"

" I love you more even after everything we've been through"

" I've been thinking about growing our family"

I looked at him with the biggest smile on my face.

" wait really?" I asked

" yes I wanna give Serenity someone to play with like when we do stuff like this i know she's having fun but i just wanna give her a sibling and i want another"

" i do too but if this happens i want a home birth I'm ready to do this again to carry and give birth" i told him

I have took time to think about another child if I'm completely healed after the last time and I am I've come to turns with it and I will never forget my son he will always be apart of us and that's why we're honoring him in our own way.

" are you sure Octavia?"

" I'm sure I'm ready at first no I had so much blame in me and anger but through out this time us learning to reconnect and love each other I learned something and I'm ready to bring life into this world our son is up there with god and he is okay I can feel it"

Andreas hugged me tight I could feel my arms getting a little wet letting me know he was crying i didn't say anything because that's not what he needed he just needed to get it out.

I held him as he got it out he never really cried when it came to our son he was trying to be strong and he didn't really have a chance to get that out dad's are just important not just us mom's he finally pulled away i wiped away his tears.

" thank you i needed to hear that our child is okay and he's up there and he's okay i needed to hear that"

" i love you Andreas"

" I love you so much more"

We kissed slowly it was one filled with love and tears and happiness.

" we should probably get back" i said

" come on"

We got back to the group and joined in we danced with our daughter and spent the whole night with her.

We dressed up in pink pjs cause that's what she wanted and we ate candy and watched movies just me Andreas and Serenity spending family time together.

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