Marriage isn't always perfect

Lesson 34

" Mommy I'm happy for you and daddy" Serenity said while in the back seat

Me to baby

" thank you love I'm happy just as much are you ready for another sibling?" I asked her

" yes I'm so happy I hope I get my third bother I love being a big sister"

We all keep him in our hearts

" good baby but now be happy for school we're almost there"

" I'm always happy for school it's fun"

" you are so different cause i know for sure school was not fun to me" i told her

I was dropping her off to school before heading to work right out the side of my eye I saw car heading straight towards me I tried to get
out of the way but who I saw driving right towards me with no intention of stopping was shocking.

Kira!

But I was too late the car hit and the impact was a lot all I could see was the car flipping and hearing Serenity scream I couldn't do anything but close my eyes knowing what was coming i reached my hand back grabbing my child.

Then darkness

I opened my eyes slowly everything was so blurry and I smelled smoke I realized I was upside down I was bleeding so much and I thought about.

SERENITY

I tried to look back but I couldn't I still was holding her little hand I was in pain and I couldn't stop crying I had one hand holding my child in the back and the other holding my belly.....

I couldn't stay awake anymore my eyes closed this time for good.

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Beep

Beep

Beep

Beep

I opened my eyes seeing I was in all white it looked like I was in heaven

" hello!

" hi mommy"

I turned around seeing my baby boy.

My Son

" Jacquees?" I asked

" hi mommy I missed you what are you doing up here?" He asked

I couldn't believe my eyes my son was standing in front of me I was actually seeing him this time he looked like he grew up just a little not a baby

" hi baby i missed you so much I'm seeing your handsome face you look like daddy" I told him

He's laughed and that made me laugh

" want a hug?" He asked

I never nodded my head yes so fast ever

He ran towards me hugging me so tightly I cried and I cried I was a mother who lost her child yet I'm holding him right now.

" you have to go back to daddy and Sister"

" but but what about you?" I asked not ready to go

" I will be fine okay mommy i promise you have to go back you have to wake up"

But i can't I wanted to but I wanted my son

" you will see me again I promise"

" I will?" I asked

" yes mommy you will I saw Serenity in one of her dreams we played together I told her not to tell you mommy but I got to see my big sister"

I smiled and my face was probably a wet mess because I was still crying he saw Serenity...

" you have to go back daddy won't get through this without you mommy but don't worry I will see daddy very soon tell him i love him bye mommy"

He started to walk away.

" NO WAIT BABY"

" you are healed mommy deep down i just have one last stop and that's daddy i will see him soon i love you mommy"

" I love you too"

I opened my eyes this time I saw I was in a hospital room I looked around and saw Andreas once he looked over he immediately got up coming to my side.

" y-your up I thought you left me baby"

He took off my mask and gave me a little water my throat was so dry but I just thought about what I just saw.

" you've been crying" he said

I held out my arms weakly Andreas hugged me gently.

" I—I saw h-him I saw him and he said he loved you"

" who did you see baby?"

" our - son he looks so much like you I saw him I saw him Andreas" I said as my body shakes from all the emotions and crying

" I love him too" Andreas said smiling sadly

I looked around something was missing my daughter!

" where is Serenity?! Is she dead please she can't be"

" no baby she's fine I've been in her room for a long time then I came to see you she's up our parents are in there with her she's okay just a concussion and broken arm they have her in a arm sling"

I couldn't lose another child I looked down looking at my stomach touching it.

" I lost the baby didn't I?" I asked

" you still have the baby and it's okay"

I broke down holding Andreas I felt little arms around me i turned my head to see Serenity holding on with the arm that was working making me hug her with the little strength I have.

It was a little light like I was the only one who saw it I saw him again smiling at us before the light disappeared.

My baby boy.

" what about Kira how is she out of jail I know she was the one that hit me" I said

" she's unfortunately still alive but I'm gonna handle it" Andreas said in my ear

I know what he meant

My family was okay i didn't lose my baby my friends and family visited me and Serenity we had to stay here for a little i just wanted us to be okay.

I saw my son and he was right I am healed.
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