Secrets | Felix × Stray Kids

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- Felix POV:

After an exhausting day at school, I had to run back home to do my homework, and then run back again to work.

Me and the guys are all working at JYP Entertainment.

Chan, Changbin and Han work as music producers.

Me, Minho and Hyunjin work as dancers.
And Jeongin and Seungmin are working part-time there due to a lot of school work in second year of college.

Its easier for me and the rest of the group because, except for Jeongin and Seungmin who are in second year,  Chan and Minho are in forth year and the rest, me, Hyunjin, Changbin and Han,
are all in our third year. So, work for us is easier.

After finishing my homework, I went ahead and took a long shower because I still had two more hours before practice started.

After I got undressed and in the shower, I let the hot water run all over my body as I closed my eyes and an image of fire apperead.

Yongbok, baby! Go! Run, now! Don't look ba-.
Stop it. Don't think about it.

I opened my eyes but only to hiss in pain as the water burned my skin.
"Shit." That's what I get for thinking too much. I sighed as I fixed the water's temperature and continued my shower.

About half an hour later, I exited the bathroom feeling a bit more refreshed.
And just as I was walking towards my closet for some clothes, I glanced at my calendar that indicated that I had three more days until my next cycle of heat will come.

I sighed as I let a self-note in my mind:
Call the director and PD-nim to tell them
I'll miss school and practice next week.

As I got changed, I received a unexpected call from Hyunjin. I leap over my bed to reach the phone and when I grab it, I press the green button and put the phone on speaker.

Phone Call:
-Hyunjin Hyung-

Answer Decline

Felix: Hello?

Hyunjin: Lix, hi! Sorry, I called to ask if you wanted a ride from me and Minho hyung, we're right outside your apartament.

Felix: Oh, ok sure! I'll be down in five, bye!

Hyunjin: Bye, sunshine.

I smile at the little nickname only he called me and pressed the red button on the phone. I grab my bag with the neccessary things, like water, a charger, in case my phone decides to die on me, and a small towel.

I grab my keys and step outside the apartament and lock the door after me.
I skip down the hallway and down the stairs as I leave the building, smiling at the fresh air outside.

After I get over my little trance, I get honked by a black car and I noticed a rolled up window and a happy Hyunjin waving towards me.

I walk towards the car and lean my head in the rolled up window.

"Get in brat, we're gonna be late." Minho was quick to talk right after he saw me approaching the car.

"Geez, sorry mom." Hyunjin and I laughed at my joke.

"Yah! Why am I the mom?" Minho snapped his head towards us.

"Because Chan hyung is the dad." I smiled widely at him and he smiled back a little but, pretended later on that it didn't happen.

The car ride was pretty nice and peaceful, with me and Hyunjin chatting and Minho joinning the conversation from time to time.

"Ok, we're here. Get out." Minho said with a stern tone that made me and Hyunjin chuckle.

As we made our way towards the entry as Hyunjin and Minho argued about what song we're gonba practice when suddenly, a big wave of pain caused me to gasp and hiss as the guys covered me protectively because of their instincts.

I reach with my right hand to cover my stomach and gripped Hyunjin's arm with my left hand for balance.

After a minute or so, the pain goes away and I let go of my belly and Hyunjin's arm as I try and steady myself.

"Hey, are you ok? What happened?" Asked a worried Minho while they tried to compose themselves as well.

"Yeah, I'm sorry. My heat is due is three days so I guess that's what happenned.
Also, that reminded me that I need to talk to PD-nim and ask for a leave next week." I said and both of them nodded, still noticibly stiff because of the scare that I gave them.

We make our way to the dance studio and we each set our bags near the couch.
I get my water bottle and place it on the small table next to my towel and place my charger next to an outlet.

Minho is preparing the music and Hyunjin is practicing his dance moves.
I head over to them as I start getting dizzy the more I move towards them. I stop in my tracks which causes for both Minho and Hyunjin to look at me.

I look at them, my vision blurry, almost black. I close my eyes and turn to walk away from them to my water bottle.

Breathe, breathe.

I take a few sips of water and sit on the floor for a minute or so.

After my dizziness has calmed down, I slowly get up and walk towards them with cautious baby steps.

"Are you ok, kitten?" Asks Minho, him and Hyunjin becoming tense again.

I nod and smile at the pet name.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Let's go and dance now, I want this to be over already to go sleep in my nice bed."

I sulk and wiggle, daydreaming about my bed, making Hyunjin and Minho relax and laugh.

- TIME SKIP -

"Five minute break!" Minho shouted over the music, making me jump a little.
I make my way to the table where I placed my towel, and grab it to wipe away my sweat.

I harshly breathe as I gulp some water, plopping against the couch, only to get up and run to the bathroom two seconds later.

As I reach my destination, I lock the door and lie down on the floor, hearing hurried steps towards me.

"Sunshine, what are you doing? Why did you run?"

Alpha.

I whimper in pain at his voice, feeling weak.

Too weak.

"Fuck."