Secrets | Felix × Stray Kids

- 40 -

Good morning, good afternoon and good night everyone~~

I've got a packed week, I have 3 exams already from Monday, and it's fucking math 😭😭

Y'all go ahead and enjoy this chapter ❤️❤️

P.S: I FUCKING WOKE UP TO HYUNJIN NAKED???? WELL NOT NAKED--BUT HIS BACK, AND HIS SHOULDERS AND BICEPS AND GRRAHHHHHH

I need more sleep.

---

The drive to the wedding's location was silent. The only sounds you would hear from here and there were Jeongin's soft snores and the radio's music.

While driving, Felix's mind, subconciouly, started thinking about everything that happened over the past few weeks.

Okay, so, my aunt got into a car accident and is in a coma.

My best friends confessed to me for having feelings for me, all of them.

They also said they are all into a relationship with eachother.

I asked them to give me time.

I came to Sydney to visit my aunt.

I bumped into Jeongin at the pharmacy and we talked.

Got invited to his cousin's wedding.

Got a costume for his cousin's wedding.

Hyunjin, Chan and Jisung all texted me.

Jeongin picked me up, well, kinda.

His heat started and now he's sleeping while I'm driving to his cousin's wedding.

.

.

.

That's a lot to take in.

I still need to decide whether I want to try out their relationship at first.

I need a pros and cons list to do that though.

And that's how Felix thought of pros and cons to join his friends' relationship for the rest of his drive, and well, he had quite the list.

Pros:

1. I know most of them for over 2-3 years.

2. They are kind and amazing people.

3. They sure know how to love, apparently.

4. I could be loved by seven other people.

5. They are smart (well some of them more than the others) and well mannared.

6. I know about Jisung's and Jeongin's family, but not about the others' families. Did their families not accept them...?. Well, I guess that's a question to ask in the future to come.

7. They only want the best for eachother and so far, for me as well.

8. They definitely care.

And what else? Well, I guess this list is enough for now.

Cons:

1. I'm not sure I will be able to love them all like, more than just friends.

2. I'm scared that I will mess things up between them.

3. I'm not very rich and they might... pity me?.

4. I've never been in a relationship before.

5. I've never had my 'firsts' as well. The most touch I got, from someone other than me, were pecks on the forehead or my cheeks and cuddles.

6. I'm very sensitive.

7. I would unconciouly depend on them too much.

8. I would never know it I do sonething wrong or right uneless they tell me.

I want to give them a chance, I want to see what happens but, I also need them to be pacient with me, cus' it's gonna take more than 3 or 4 dates to get between my legs.

Without even realizing, the final destination was 5 minutes away. So Felix sighed and cleared his throat before trying to wake Jeongin up.

"Jeongin-ah, wake up and get dressed." Felix said making the maknae whine but obey.

After he got dressed, only then did the memories came back like a wave, making him blush like crazy from embarrassment.

By the time Felix parked the car, Jeongin had taken another suppressant for extra measures and sprayed some parfume to block his heat's scent.

Felix and Jeongin both came out of the car at the same time, making sure they look presentabke before heading into the venue.

They were walking side by side, while Jeongin was debating whether to apologize to Felix or not, but, even if he was a brat, he still apologized like a good person would.

So with his head hung low and red ears, he spoke up. "Hey, hyung?" receiving a hum from Felix to show that he was listening.

"I'm sorry for what happened, it only occurred to me after I've already gotten here, I'm sorry." Jeongin's scent became a bit sour so Felix decided to cheer him up.

"Hey, it's okay, it happens when you least expect it, don't worry." Felix said as he interlocked their arms, making Jeongin smile.

"Now, let's get this party started!" Felix said with a more mature and much more deeper voice than usual, making Jeongin hum and chuckle at his hyung, leaving them both to go and have fun at the wedding and after party.

---

Tap the star 🤭

Do you think Felix is going to stay? Give me your opinionssss~~