143, I love you | ✓

Black Widow 🖤

"I'm gonna love you, until you hate me
And I'm gonna show you, what's really crazy
You should've known better, than to mess with me harder
I'm gonna love you, I'm gonna love you
Gonna love you, gonna love you
Like a black widow, baby"
-Iggy Azalea

But dear,
I am not a black widow per se,
but just a fatuous girl,
a girl who is the moonlit night,
who has the same thing with words.
I am nothing without my quill.
The same thing goes if a black widow,
loses its ability to bite and sting.
But do you ever think,
ponder,
or contemplate,
if I had already stung you with my venom?
That misanthropic poison,
one that kisses your wounds so roughly with the lips of kerosene and Himalayan salt,
yet I don't.
I don't,
because of the fact that my defense will harshly fall in front of your presence,
because of the fact that,
I will ruin my web just to sit with you in silence,
I could go forever but no words can describe how desperate my heart is for love.