an astronaut's perseverance (4th draft) - last edited in june 2024

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suspended

in non-space

i stare down

at a blanket of clouds

covering Mother Earth

in all of her glory.


her skies swirl and 

her continents flicker

with trillions of little fireflies

each one a light in someone's home

shining up towards the heavens


to think that i really am this small;

bacterium clinging to a planet

dead weight that's barely visible, unnoticeable 

save for the electricity spun like spiderwebs

into the atmosphere

that i generate


having the nerve to float here

in void of air and time itself

the suffocation of breathing

should scare me;

but as i turn away

 from the space station's observatory

and look back

at the endless

soaring 

interlocking

mycelium

of the cosmos

i feel the first stirring

of hope

inside my chest.


though we have no proof of anything else

inhabiting other planets

i can't bring myself to feel

entirely alone

having mapped the sheer scale

of our universe.


perhaps there is freedom

in this emptiness.

perhaps my hope

is the one thing

that will set me free.


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