(52). A Journey of Love and Redemption

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Warin wrote :

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Warin wrote :

After returning from Thailand, I was living my life, but solely relying on your memories. My mother kept pressuring me to get married and start a new life with Somsak, but I kept refusing.

[Flashback ]

Mrs. Aram: It's been months since you came back from India, but nothing has changed.
Forget about her and start a new life. Look at Somsak, he's a good guy, and he cares for you. He might even love you. A better partner won't come into your life. Please marry him.

Warin: No, Mom, I can't get married. There are no feelings in my heart for anyone else but Siya .

Mrs. Aram: Try to understand, Warin. She won't come back to Thailand, and she won't come back into your life. So, marry him.

(Warin wrote)

Due to my mother's constant pressure, I decided not to get married but to have a child — my own child — so that I could give myself and my mother a family. I wanted something to live for, a reason to keep going. Whenever I cried, felt sad, or stopped eating, my mother would get worried, and I didn’t want her to fall sick because of me. That’s why I thought I would have a baby through IVF and make that child my whole world.

[Flashback ]

Warin: (talking to her mother) Mom, I want to tell you something.

Mrs. Aram: Hmm, Warin, tell me.

Warin: Mom… I want to have a baby — my own baby. I want to become a mother. I want to feel what motherhood is like.

Mrs. Aram: Warin, it’s wonderful that you’ve thought about something like this… that you’re trying to live again. I also wanted to tell you the same — first get married, then you can build your own family.

Warin: No, Mom. I don’t want to get married. Please forgive me, but I don’t want to marry anyone. I just want my own baby. I want to become someone’s whole world, and make that child my world… but marriage is not something I can handle.

Mrs. Aram: But Warin… having a baby without marriage? How will you take care of a child alone? We don’t even have much money. And what if one day you break down and need someone — who will you lean on? Raising a child alone is very difficult. Build your family, get married, everything will settle. I know it’s hard to forget Siya, but with time you will. Please, start fresh… get married. If you want, I can talk to Somsak for you.

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