Sensing Thoughts

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Luna's POV:

"Luna, you never really loved me, did you? You've used me all this time to fill in your empty heart..."

"No!"

I screamed in denial as jolted my body! Opening my eyes, I saw an unrecognizable ceiling, I felt out of breath. Slowly getting up, I placed both of my hands against my face. I felt so dizzy and horrible after having that nightmare...

"Ren, I'm so sorry...I understand completely if you despise me after this..."

I said in heavy guilt, feeling disgusted by my actions, I had no right to cry after what I did in front of him. Why...how did I let myself get carried away at that moment?! It's my fault for what I let happen, so I can't just sit here and play the victim...

"I hate myself!"

I shouted in anger while slamming both my fists onto the soft mattress! How can Ren ever forgive me after betraying him like that, I let Eli's seductive words get the better of me. And I let this stupid body of mine do whatever it wanted. I told Eli that he would be the last person I would ever sleep with, yet here I am naked in his bedroom! I wasn't sure if this was his room or not, but I couldn't think of anyone else's room I could be in.

Looking around, I noticed a shirt lying on the floor. So as I tried to get out of bed, my feet gave out causing me to fall on my knees, hitting the floor! My legs felt numb and my waist felt sore. But what mainly caught my attention was something warm and wet leaking out of my lower region! Sliding my hand underneath, I wiped whatever was coming out of me. Looking down, I realized...it was his sperm. It only made me feel more vile and sick to my stomach. Quickly grabbing the shirt, I pulled it over my body before heading for the bathroom to wash myself off! I didn't want anything of him inside me, I don't care if I sound hypocritical, but I was already feeling so ashamed and embarrassed for my actions...

"Why did I have sex with him?"

I asked myself while turning on the bathroom sink, only to then splash water on my face soon after. Once I turned off the faucet, I couldn't help but notice my hands were still shaking. Was I still afraid of everything going on around me? Or was my body still in pain after what it went through? As I stared in the mirror, I saw just how different I'd become. I looked pale and so fragile. I didn't feel like myself anymore, lifting my shirt, I saw the many bruises of his handprints marked all over my stomach and lower waist! I even noticed the many bite marks he had left around both my breasts. It's hard to believe that Eli did this to me and I didn't even notice the pain...

Pulling the shirt back down, I realized how big it was on me. From the scent alone, I knew it was Eli's. It didn't come as a surprise with how long it looked on me, I just wish I had my own set of clothes. Letting out a depressing sigh, I walked back to the room and began looking around. Strange, I wonder where Eli had gone off to. Just how long have I been unconscious?

Looking out the door window, I saw the snow that was beginning to melt. The sun has been down for a while already with how bright the stars shined. Leaning my head against the glass door, I thought back to what happened in the dungeon. Ren looked so skinny and weak, he looked like he was hurting a lot. And all I did was make his pain worse, I truly am a despicable woman. But did I pass out after climaxing that hard?! I never heard of such a thing...

With my thoughts wandering, my ears started to pick up a faint melody coming from next door. It sounded so elegant yet sad at the same time. But as I tried to open the glass door that led to the balcony, I was shocked to see that it was locked! I guess I can assume that the front door of this room is locked as well. Resting my head on the glass, I placed my hand on the door as I shut my eyes. The calming melody of the piano put me at ease, I wanted to hear it more clearly. Holding on to the latch, I stubbornly pulled on it harder until I was finally able to get it to open! Although it did hurt my hand a bit, I'm just glad I was finally able to step outside and feel the fresh air hitting my skin. But as I paid more attention to where the music was coming from, I realized it was coming from next door! Holding on to the rail, I looked towards the other balcony right next to mine. If I remember correctly, Carla did mention someone named, Felix, who plays the piano...

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