First Time for Everything (small bxb)

Jeff's Story (DUN DUN DUN!!)

So I know this is short and probably not very good, but ya know....read and enjoy I guess.

 Also, author's (hehe, that is ME)  note is at the end, important info. Or you could.....just save the time and comment and vote and skip it....cause I'm pretty sure that nobody even reads the authors notes anyways....

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Jeff looked over at me, looking me in the eye. He just looked at me. I started to feel uncomfortable, knowing I looked like crap. "What are you looking at?" I puffed out, blushing and feeling flustered.

"Duh." Jeff said with an exaggerated eyeroll. I gave him a blank look. "You!" He said.

"Well no kidding!" I replied, returning his eyeroll. "I got that far. I meant why are you are looking at me."

It was Jeff's turn to blush, and he looked away. "So do you think they really could be a couple?" He asked, referring to our short conversation from like two minutes ago.

"Nice way to change the subject," I said sarcasm oozing, "but I think they could be. I mean, nobody really plans on being gay or bi, it just happens, ya know?"

Jeff nodded, but he was silent. "When did you figure it out?" I asked softly.

Jeff sighed. "I never really figured it out. I was in ninth grade. I grew up in a really small town."

He added."What happened?" I asked, almost afraid to know the answer.

"My dad died four years ago."

"So how did that make you stumble across being bi?" I asked, slightly confused.

He held up a finger, "I getting there, geez, impatient much?" He complained.

I laughed, and he gave me an odd look."Get it?" I chuckled, "Impatient? Were in a hospital, I'm a patient..."Jeff just shook his head, apparently not finding me funny. "I should have rammed into you a lot harder with that dang car."

"Oh, so were getting dirty here?" I asked with a suggestive wink. 'I don't know WHAT they gave me, but man...' I thought."

I've never seen this dirty side of you, but I am intrigued. But," He continued his story, "I never really had the choice of if I was bi or not, because pretty soon I felt I had to be." His eyes took on a sad daze, like it was painful to remember those memories from only three years ago.

I gripped his hand in mine and he smiled at me."I was raped. By a man. He was my science teacher, and we were doing the sex ed unit. I was doing extremely well in that unit of the class, and he seemed to have sparked interest in that. He was a messed up man." He shook his head sadly.

I nodded, "I'm really sorry you had to go through all of this, it doesn't seem like you deserved any of it." I gave him a sad smile, "But wait a minute, that made you bi?" I asked.

Jeff grinned at my confusion, but told, "Well I didn't think it would be fair to have straight relationships and be aware that I was raped...by a man." He laughed at my expression. "I'm complicated."

"You think so?" I said, rolling my eyes. "So what inspired you to be a stripper?" I almost hated myself for asking, but I figured I might as well know everything.

"I was joking." He grinned at me.

"What?! Why would you lie about something like that?" I asked, both mad and confused.

"I don't know, I was testing my lying abilities." He shrugged and I rolled my eyes, but this conversation had proved informational.

"About you getting raped, do the rest of the guys know?"

"Know what?" Chad said loudly, entering the room and hearing the last phrase of our conversation..

"Only Cal." Jeff said to me.

"Only me what?" Cal asked, raising a brow as he entered, tugging Even by the hand into my room. Jeff gave him a "look."

"Oh..." he muttered.

Cal's and Even's hands stayed laced together.

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Hello readers, thank you so much for reading. I need a little inspiration and motivation. For motivation, if you beautiful people will tell me what you want to happen next with this story, then that would be great. And for motivation, if I get 5 more votes, (*click the little star*) then I will be way more likely to update sooner and possibly longer chapters.... I don't know, but I will refrain from rambling on any longer and wasting precious moments of your guys' lives. :)

Later,

Lila