Book of Complete Randomness

11 June 2024-2

well
*sigh*
How many concerning things am I gonna post

This is going to be a long month.

Our friend group of 4 is becoming 3.

I'm not gonna see her again till July.

There's no person beside me to absorb the drama in class till the end of the month.

But when she does come back...

Will she faint again?
Will she go back home and never come back for another month?
What if this "another" faint made the school kick her out?
They've already threatened to kick her out if she attends school during her "holiday".

It felt like the right thing, but so wrong at the same time.

I want to go to school and be able to see her healthy and fine.
But I supposed I'm not gonna see that till...
...20 more days huh?

Its gonna feel like 20 decades, isn't it?

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Btw actual convo between me and vice principal(aka cool science teacher)

Her: "so (irl name) do you still keep in contact with E?"
My brain: wtf why do you ask
Me: uh yeah I send him homework
(Proceeds to ask about ballet progress plus who's picking me up)

well...
at least he did come back to school
welp
saving that threat for another time

*smiles*
...
*cries*
me want huggies and headpats...

update 1: she's transferring if she faints again...
I don't want to leave her...