Royal Prince •yeongyu• ✔

Chapter 12 [Regret]🍓

The next morning

Yeonjun is the one to wake up first today as the sunlight hit his face he slowly opened his eyes looks at the younger beside him and the realization hits him hard . Suddenly he start to panic run his hands through his hair .

''shit'' he said under his breath as he again looks at the sleeping figure beside him .

dried tears on his cheeks body full of dark hickeys dried blood in the bed sheet

Yeonjun cursed him .

''fuck . how fucking bitch I am . How horny I was last night what will happen if he start to hate me ''

then Yeonjun shake him a little .

'' Beomg..yu?''

No response

''Gyu?''

again no response

''Gyu please ...get up...look ...I'm ..so..sorry please no...w g..et up'' Yeonjun said as his voice cracked when again he got no response this time it's his turn to teared up .

''Gyu..please don't act...I am sorry na get up now'' Yeonjun again shake him but he was fainted of course so he can't wake up and now this forced Yeonjun to cry . Tears started to fall from his eyes an unexpected feeling and a sudden fear of what if something bad happen? and... the younger might be hate him now or if..he not wake up... a sudden fear of lossing the younger and now it's his turn to begin scared at everything .

as he start to cry every thing from last night start to come infront of his eyes . How Beomgyu was keep crying and begging him to stop . How many time Beomgyu said to him that it was hurting . He keep remembering how many times the younger said to him to slow down and begging him to let him go cus Yeonjun was not gentle with him at all.

He cried hard as he remembers everything from yesterday night . How just bcoz of jealousy he took Beomgyu's first time without his permission , how he made him cry, scream and shout in pain . Yeonjun suddenly feel like throwing up he feel disgusted towards himself . How can he make a pure soul like Beomgyu cry . Is not he is too young for that? WHAT will happen when he will understand everything . How will he feel about him then . Maybe feel disgusted towards Yeonjun . Will hate Yeonjun for took his first time without his own permission . How can he take his virginity just bcoz of jealousy in this age . Or will Beomgyu will feel disgusted towards himself for lossing his virginity in the age of 17 . He don't want the younger to hate himself for just bcoz of him and his stupid jealousy issues .

He cried so hard Beomgyu's hand on his hand . Holding it tightly with head down but he looks up when he suddenly feel the younger was getting on his sense .

''G..yu?'' Yeonjun quickly grab his another free hand also feeling guilty as he saw his belt mark on his hand of course he was sensitive and 2nd Yeonjun also tied it hardly . He will beat his own ass with the same belt later .

yeonjun was already crying but it hurt him more when Beomgyu take his hands away from Yeonjun's hold .

''do..don't to..touc..h ..me'' Beomgyu said clear fear in his voice as he tried to cover his body by blanket with both his tiny hand and tears started to come from his eyes as he started to panic make Yeonjun wants to die .

But is it Beomgyu's fault that he is scared from Yeonjun?. Yeonjun took his first time without his permission that also harsh and forcefully in short Yeonjun straight raped him .

Beomgyu started to sniffing .

''ok..okay I am not.. touching you see I am not touching you... jus..t don't cry'' Yeonjun said as tears were visible in his eyes .