When will it stop?
When my skin is clear?
When every imperfection is gone?Human skin is imperfect
It has texture, bumps, hair, dry skin, and or smooth skin.The constant thought to get it out
Make the bump goneWhen in reality we all have texture
Why am I picking?
Anxiety?
Stress?
Ever since I was a teenIt started you need to pop it yourself
Ever since it's a constant battleGo through a faze of not picking
Then bam back to itIt's never ending
I want to be normal
Whatever normal isI just want to stop picking
The triggers to stop
Not risk getting infections againLast infection almost led to major issues
Got to find fidgets to redirectI hope one day it will stop
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Internal Woes
PoetryPoetry that contains life experiences. childhood trauma, a woman battling anxiety and depression. Thank you if you choose to read this. If it's triggering to you it's okay to not continue reading. Your mental health matters.