My trauma has done a number to my mind.
The times I've tried to understand. Why I went through what I went through. Will never make sense to me.
I'd just end up in straitjacket. Screaming.. that is what I picture in my mind. I picture the little me when it all started.
The age of 4 that's when a lot happened. Parts of my childhood is blacked out. Thanks to dissociation... there is times I wonder would I have gone into a straitjacket or that is what my mind think.
The number of times I've contemplated to be put into psych for my mental health. The times I wonder how long would have hold me. Would he done harm to her? Or would I have found out she's dead?
To think what life would have been like if I went through going to the psych ward..
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Internal Woes
PoesiaPoetry that contains life experiences. childhood trauma, a woman battling anxiety and depression. Thank you if you choose to read this. If it's triggering to you it's okay to not continue reading. Your mental health matters.
