Prepare for mother Tree to mother 😌
Taylor's Pov
My whole-body aches as I trudge my way up to my hotel room. These last few shows have been especially hard on my body, there have been multiple times I didn't think I would be able to finish due to how fatigued I had been feeling. I think everyone around me had noticed how burnt out I've been recently since as soon as I got off the stage tonight, I was immediately confronted by Tree who placed a hand on my head checking to see how warm I was before sending me straight back to the hotel to rest.
So here I am now curled up in bed too exhausted to even change out of the clothes I was wearing. I can't even find the energy to find my phone to text Travis, something I do after every show, and tell him goodnight. My eyes fluttered close and the last thing I remember was the sound of my phone buzzing across the room.
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I jolted awake; my body completely drenched in sweat. I gasped in pain as my stomach sent jolts of excruciating pain throughout my entire body. I shot up from the bed racing into the bathroom just barely making it to toilet in time where I emptied the contents of my stomach. I continued dry heaving for a few minutes before finally pulling back trying my best to breathe through my mouth as tears fell from my eyes like tiny drops of acid.
I switched between curling up on the floor clutching my belly which was still sending pain like lightning through my body, and violently throwing up everything in my stomach until my throat burned and my chest heaved. I was stuck in this vicious loop for what felt like hours until I no longer had the energy to lift my head up to throw up in the toilet.
Eventually I gained enough strength to push my body up into a sitting position. My back fell against the glass wall of the shower as I tried to get my breathing under control. Looking down at my shirt I couldn't stop the sob that escaped my lips as I saw I had gotten vomit all over it. I was wearing one of Travis's shirts and I had been putting of washing it not wanting it to lose its scent but now I would have to. I lazily peeled the clothes off my body using them to clean up some of the bile on the ground before throwing them into the sink and crawling into the shower.
Not having the energy to stand I stayed curled up at the bottom of the shower letting the water from the shower head wash the sweat and vomit from my body. I groaned as the pain in my abdomen increased, shifting into my pelvis. It felt like a period pain but one hundred times worse. Out of nowhere I felt something almost like a pop in my stomach and a mix of blood and different fluids began flooding out of my body. It came with a little bit of relief as some of the pressure decreased, but the break was short lived as the pain somehow got worse.
I let out a strangled scream, my insides felt like they were being clawed open. I could barely breath through the pain. I needed help but I couldn't get up. I couldn't even speak it hurt so much.
Help me
I want Trav
It hurts
"Travis!" I sobbed helplessly.
He couldn't hear me though. No one could.
I was alone.
I felt a strange sensation coming from my pelvis and when I reached my hand in between my legs I felt something that should not be there. A head.
Thats when it hit me.
I was in labor. But I couldn't be, I wasn't pregnant. I didn't have a bump I hadn't had any symptoms there was no way I could be having a baby. I couldn't have a baby, not now I didn't have anyone to help me, I was in the middle of a tour, I don't have anything for a baby, and Travis is in another freaking country.
