Love's Deadly Bloom [UNEDITED]

Prologue: Diary Entry, 1

"Dear Diary,

I know it's pretty corny, but my therapist said that this diary entry would be helpful, so.... Yeah! Anyways, first day of school was normal as usual. I looked like a hobo, I was unconfident, but it was funny to see six graders so nervous. It remind me it's been basically 2 years since 6th grade started. It's a little bit scary to be honest. I never thought that I would really hate 7th grade that much. Anyways 7th grade was a living hell. Our school had to change so much stuff because let's be honest(THEY'RE BROKE)!!

Anyways, truth be told, school sucks. Sure, I've made some great friends! Sure, it's fun playing the flute! Sure, it's nice to get out of my house! You see where I'm going? School has all these amazing stuff, but it's not all fun games. I hate the some of the people there. It makes my stomach churn, my eyes twitch, and my head go crazy just to stay in a chaos classroom. I've always been the "mature" kid. I've always been the perfect example, but I'm really not, diary.

First of all, I'm not that pretty. I'm not that ugly, but not I'm not extraordinary. Second of all, I have some severe anxiety at times. Now you may say, "But it's literally just stress! Just relax!" Fat chance! Don't give me the "it's just" bullcrap. I'm what you call an over thinker, and that's not perfection. Third of all, perfection is being attractive, intelligent, passionate, confident, and likable. I don't know if I cross off any of those requirements.

Therefore diary, it's hard keeping up the act. Wait no- Scratch that! It's more annoying if anything. You're just expected over and over and over again to be the best one. Or close enough to best. You're always told these shallow compliments that really just are an excuse. Also I'm not that popular with kids my age. I can be what you call a weirdo(geek, nerd, weeb, etc). Yeah, shocking revelation. I like a bunch of nerdy stuff, but it's sometimes excusable for me(idk why, people probably don't notice).

So, yeah. I guess that's it for today. It's nice that the teachers didn't give us any homework, and I've gotta go practice my violin! And finish my book! And finish that anime! And finish some extra credit homework....

...What am I doing diary? I'm tired of everything. I kind of wish that I was kind of like this classmate of mine. He fits all of those categories except for likable(mostly to the mature ones). Sure, he's acts like an idiot. Sure, he can be annoying. Sure, he's really not that special! However, it's kind of his charm. Diary, you're my last hope(which says a lot about my hope). Anyways, I've gotta really go. I also need to shower!

Sincerely,
Leilani Ahn"

Comment what you think and I'll be back soon(hopefully) with Leilani's appearance card and some other characters in the book!