That feels so good
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Paige's Pov
I wake up to pounding in my head and sun glaring in my eyes. I try so hard to open them but the sun burns. I pull the covers up over my face and and curl in. I lay there until i feel a warm body turn over next to me and snake a hand around my waist. Suddenly memories of last night come flooding back, the guy Luke punched, the uber home, me pretty much naked in front of him.
I physically cringe at the thought of how i was acting last night. I hear light snoring, indicating he is still half asleep while cuddling me, which makes a lot of sense since i know he'd never consciously be this close to me.
I creep out from underneath his grip and tip toe to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror and feel ashamed. I need to fix this mess immediately. I brush through my hair and take off my leftover makeup and hop in the shower. I come out and put on black shorts and a black hoodie with black socks. All black to match how i'm feeling on the inside.
Right as i come out of the bathroom i see Luke laying in my bed with one eye slightly open. I give him a soft smile and walk back over to the bed sitting down.
"Hey Paigey, are you feeling okay?" he asks me while rubbing my back. I wince at the pain i suddenly feel traveling up my back into my shoulders. "Does this hurt?" he asks pushing harder
"I must have done something last night." i say "I'm fine"
He sits up and pats in between his legs, signalling for me to sit. I move in between his legs and he begins to rub my shoulders. I let out a soft moan and throw my head back into the crook of his neck.
"Does that help baby?" he says in my ear.
"Fu-uck" i moan "That feels so good" i say giving into the pleasure.
Luke clears his throat and stops what he's doing with his hands and slide out from underneath me. "Do you want breakfast?" he asks me changing the subject.
"Yeah sure" i reply with a smile.
"I'll make pancakes" he says leaving the room as quickly as possible.
I walk downstairs 15 minutes later to one of the best smells ever. In the kitchen i see the most beautiful sight. A shirtless Luke flipping pancakes and humming a melody i don't recognise.
"Wow, who would've thought, Luke Hemmings, talented singer songwriter and also professional chef" i say cheekily as i prop myself up on the kitchen bench. He puts the last pancake on a plate.
"Breakfast is served princess" he says. I know he's making a joke but that pet name makes my cheeks flush hot. I avoid eye contact.
"Are you feeling okay?" he asks me, standing in between my legs.
"I'm fine" i mutter. Still trying to avoid eye contact because those blue eyes make me feel like i'm gonna go feral.
"Look at me" he whispers grabbing my face and tilting it up making me look at him. "You're so pretty when you're shy" he says smirking.
"I'm not shy." i say pouting
"Whatever you say princess" he says again. It's clear he's just teasing me at this point. He walks over to the bench with our breakfast and sits down to eat.
Luke went home after breakfast and i'm laying on my bed staring at the roof. The sun is setting and i realise how long i've actually been laying here. I am fucked. I am falling for a guy who not only is leaving in 3 months, but also has about 1 million other girls in love with him too.
It's starting to get really confusing this thing between us. We are constantly flirting, we cuddle all the time, i thinks safe to say we both care for each other deeply, but part of me thinks he's still just using this little thing between us for a little bit of attention and a distraction.
My phone buzzes on the side table.
Lukey <3 : Hey paigey, what's going on
Me : nothing i'm just laying here thinking
Lukey <3 : Tree? x
Me : Okay
Luke always seems to know when i'm upset without even trying. Whenever one of us is feeling down we meet at the tree. Luke told me about how he used to go there when he was little. That's why i saw him there the night we met. I put on a hoodie and walk around to the tree. I wait there for a few minutes and Luke comes around the corner. He sits down next to me and sighs.
"I could hear you overthinking all the way from my house" he jokes. I let out a small fake chuckle.
"What're you thinking about Paige." he asks seriously
I sit and contemplate for a minute if i should lie or tell him the truth, but i don't think i can hold it in any longer.
"I'm really scared of what's gonna happen in 3 months Luke" i blurt out "I mean, you're probably like the best friend i've had in years and going from having you every day to you being on the other side of the world and never hearing from you, is gonna kill me" i say truthfully
He sits for a second and thinks of what to say.
"I will never forget about you Paige. And i will never leave you. Even if i'm on the other side of the world you will still hear from me every day" he says
"You say that now Luke but we both know how busy your life is gonna get. You're not gonna have time for me" i respond
"Then i'll make time" he says. I look down at the ground but he grabs my face and makes me look at him.
"Paige. Listen to me. I will make time."
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Okay so i really wanna start to write in a bit more drama so buckle up bc im about to make my characters laugh cry and s(cream)
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my baby - luke hemmings
FanficRockstar Luke Hemmings comes undone when his marriage comes unraveled in the public eye. In a desperate attempt to get back on track he moves back to his home town in Sydney where he meets Paige, who wants to help him rebuild himself back to the ma...
