✨Beauty and the butcher🔪 (y/n) X Thomas Hewitt

Frezzer family 😨☹️

" you damned man you should of known not ta explain how you and her boyfriend murdered people! Now she's havin I think.. a panic attack?" Luda said ushering them away from you so you could have some room.

Tommy finally made up his mind and gently put one hand on your back rubbing it , you in turn snapped up backing into a literal corner.

Everyone kind of stopped and looked at you.

Are you alright dear? Luda asked what did she look like you asked eying Hoyt.
Ah well she had (h/c) hair and (e/c) eyes Hoyt said eying you right back.
And the father and kid? You asked almost begging for it not to be your family.

Well thems looked just like each other same eyes and hair.

You slid to the floor of the corner tears now streaming down your face as you began to hiccup, your breathing was rapid far to rapid to be of any use to you .the oxygen you were getting wasn't enough as you felt your eyes getting heavy, you you closed them and hugged your knees to your chest.

"Tommy it's ok she will be fine" you heard Luda say before .... Nothing.

You opened your eyes to see you were on a couch in the living room, you slowly sat up glancing around just to see Thomas sitting on the ground next to you everyone else was no where to be seen. You looked out the window just to see it was day against you must of passed out and slept though the night.

Tommy noticed you were awake and quickly sat up straight and caressed your face, you let your head rest there finding comfort in his hands ....than the memories of last night came rushing back you snapped your head away and out of his hand he looked startled and stood up next to you waiting for something anything but you didn't say a word you just sat there tears threatening to spill again.

Luda walked in with some porridge and handed it to you , you still said nothing just looking at the food.

Tommy looked at his mom desperately, but she to didn't know what to do, she just put a hand on his arm and left again. He watched her leave.

" I'm not gonna run if that what your worried about" is all you could say , he turned to you his eyes filled with something you couldn't quite grasp as he sat on the floor again. You sat the bowl of food on the coffee table and laid back down on the couch staring at the ceiling.

You two stayed like that for what seemed like hours not saying anything not just because you didn't want to but you felt as if you physically couldn't and so you laid there as he sat

You laid , he sat
You laid , he sat
You laid , he sat
You laid , he sat
Hours passed and
You laid , he sat
You laid , he sat
You laid , he sat

Until.... Bathroom. You sat up slowly not looking at him he once again stood this time more wobbly from sitting for hours you to weren't as stable so of course your feet decided to fail you at this moment. You tripped Tommy was to far from you to stop you , when you hit the ground he rushed to you picking you up , you didn't stop him but you didn't look at or say anything to him either instead you just walked up the stairs to the bathroom and he followed and than he waited for you to be done then you walked back down stairs and he followed , you walked into the living room and he followed.

Luda came again to bring you more food and some water but upon seeing your untouched breakfast she stopped and looked at you sadly.
You have to eat something my dear i know it was hard for you to hear that nubbins Hoyt and ....Tommy uh killed your family you don't have to forgive them yet but you have to eat.

You sat up gently taking the food and water from her as she sat next to you on the couch, you sipped the water it felt cold and good on your tongue. She shoed Thomas away with a hand as she wanted to talk to you.

Look I'm really sorry this had happened but you're apart of this family now and family has to forgive each other you just nodded not wanting to fight. Tears once again fell landing into your lunch , she seen this and hugged you , you hugged her back feeling a sense of motherly warmth in her hug and hey she didn't do anything you thought.

In the next couple of weeks you had the same day every day.

Wake up
Eat ( or rather try to)
Help Luda clean
Help Luda cook
Help with laundry if needed
And than sleep

Tommy and the other boys kept their distance in this time upon Ludas request since she knew you just needed some time from them the only time you saw them was either when passing them in the halls or when you served them food , you didn't eat with them instead you sat in the living room in the same spot where you were now sleeping. You didn't try to escape you just helped , eat , and slept for two weeks straight Tommy was dying on the inside he wanted so badly to hold you and tell you he was sorry.